When I worked in Pushkar, I often walked on the street as well and made friends with local youngsters. In the evenings they were sometimes making campfires or simply sitting on chairs and smoking in front of their stalls. They were always so welcome and open, inviting me to smoke with them or drink chai and talk.
The young men were often very curious about my sexuality. The conversation could easily start like this:
The young hindi guy: Hello! Where you're from?
Me: Estonia.
Him: Are you married?
Me: No.
Him: Do you have a girlfriend? When was the last time you had sex?
Me: Erm....
Him: How many times you had sex? How was it?
Me: What...
Him: Starts to talk about (probably a made-up story) how he met a girl and had great time with her and details about the intercourse.
But for me these conversations were a little bit confusing at the beginning. First, I was not used to talk about these subjects because of the culture room where I was coming from, in Estonia the approach was different and usually people were not talking about sexuality so openly. And second, of course I was a virgin at that time (I was 22 years old) and in fact had not even physically kissed a girl yet.
But I think that they had this image in mind that usually young men in the west have sex all the time with different beautiful white girls and they know how to get them. So they were also just curious about how to get the white girls and how to attract them.
I also saw that for them it was important for a personal reputation if a guy had had successful sex with a woman or not. So there was for example one tailor about 30 years old, who bragged about his sexuality and that he had had like 100+ woman or something (probably a brag) and asked how many women I had had sex with.
I was like what, I had no idea what he expects from me and thought that if I told at THAT point to him that I was a virgin it would be way too much, so I said: "Two?" meaning the two times I had fallen a bit love with somebody. And he started to laugh and did not believe it at all and said: "Haha, good joke! Cmon, you can tell me? 40 women? It must be at least 20?" I probably looked quite tall and handsome to him, a perfect guy who would get all the women. And he did not believe me at all and tried to make me talk about my sex adventures, which I had not had.
I will make a pause at this point, but it is a very important topic and I will come back to it.
esmaspäev, 25. aprill 2016
laupäev, 23. aprill 2016
How I currently see the chakra system of this universe // humans
Short overview and some thoughts.
So we meet at this old Grey base but we managed to escape;
what they're doing here is that they were basically trapping people and
souls from different galaxies into these box-houses, feeding them
intel that distracts them from finding out their galactic origins;
that is, they don't want to let them to go beyond the 7th chakra.
In fact, many of them have the 1.-2. chakra imbalances, which are collectively
so big that they cannot even get past that.
The world globally is stuck at the 3rd chakra and making many unsuccesful
transitions to the 4th chakra (the female heart) in the past,
thus exploding and damaging the feeling centre even more.
Now the transition from the 3rd to the 4th chakra must occur; and mostly it
is being held back because of the unhealty power patterns I think, that is,
many people I think still believe that they have a right to mind-manipulate
and control other souls? that is, give orders in unhealthy ways.
We humans are actually meant to function in 12 chakras:
1. - survival and food, grounding
2. - sexuality, creativity, playfulness
3. - the feeling center, communication, power
4. - heart: divine love, caring, compassion // we're unable to get past it unless
we learn unselfish love, love that transcends the ego as well. It is simply a
condition that is required to get past this level or chakra, otherwise you would
again do too much damage in the higher realms. So we need to learn and practice
divine love, caring and compassion.
5. - throat chakra, singing, sound, creating atmosphere, harmonious relationships with other,
speaking the truth in a beautiful way.
6. - third eye, telepathic communication, understanding creation and causal?, mindfulness
and tranquility, being centered, two sides of the brain in perfect harmonious balance
7. - crown chakra, combines the first 6 levels?, focus on the divine, life purpose
and higher self, follow your divine purpose!, get your thinking pure and clear
8. - above your head. when this starts to open you will also get intel from past lives and
start to see and feel yourself more as a soul, not only this physical body. I mean that you
will probably feel more integrated and in connection and soulful.
9. - planetary chakra, very important that we wake up as species and take good loving care
of our planet and trust her
10. - solar system chakra, lot of confusion here because of manipulation and money and power
and lies lies; the truth is probably that our Sun is alive and a living being, as are our planets
11. - galactic chakra, very important to remember this one to go home! it is a female chakra and a
feeling center also and contacts and connects your feelings on a star level to meet your true family.
You have travelled here from many different places and when this chakra opens you will start to remember it
and see yourself also as a galactic being, and you will see through the 10th chakra money and country system.
12. - universal chakra, epic creation, stories, games, purpose of all this, mysteries.
In fact I think that you all have these chakras, only they are being blocked by unhealthy energies and unpurified dust
from the past. I feel sometimes very lonely because not many people would like to communicate on the 11th chakra... or they have simply forgotten and it is quite lonely there, but truly beautiful!
So we meet at this old Grey base but we managed to escape;
what they're doing here is that they were basically trapping people and
souls from different galaxies into these box-houses, feeding them
intel that distracts them from finding out their galactic origins;
that is, they don't want to let them to go beyond the 7th chakra.
In fact, many of them have the 1.-2. chakra imbalances, which are collectively
so big that they cannot even get past that.
The world globally is stuck at the 3rd chakra and making many unsuccesful
transitions to the 4th chakra (the female heart) in the past,
thus exploding and damaging the feeling centre even more.
Now the transition from the 3rd to the 4th chakra must occur; and mostly it
is being held back because of the unhealty power patterns I think, that is,
many people I think still believe that they have a right to mind-manipulate
and control other souls? that is, give orders in unhealthy ways.
We humans are actually meant to function in 12 chakras:
1. - survival and food, grounding
2. - sexuality, creativity, playfulness
3. - the feeling center, communication, power
4. - heart: divine love, caring, compassion // we're unable to get past it unless
we learn unselfish love, love that transcends the ego as well. It is simply a
condition that is required to get past this level or chakra, otherwise you would
again do too much damage in the higher realms. So we need to learn and practice
divine love, caring and compassion.
5. - throat chakra, singing, sound, creating atmosphere, harmonious relationships with other,
speaking the truth in a beautiful way.
6. - third eye, telepathic communication, understanding creation and causal?, mindfulness
and tranquility, being centered, two sides of the brain in perfect harmonious balance
7. - crown chakra, combines the first 6 levels?, focus on the divine, life purpose
and higher self, follow your divine purpose!, get your thinking pure and clear
8. - above your head. when this starts to open you will also get intel from past lives and
start to see and feel yourself more as a soul, not only this physical body. I mean that you
will probably feel more integrated and in connection and soulful.
9. - planetary chakra, very important that we wake up as species and take good loving care
of our planet and trust her
10. - solar system chakra, lot of confusion here because of manipulation and money and power
and lies lies; the truth is probably that our Sun is alive and a living being, as are our planets
11. - galactic chakra, very important to remember this one to go home! it is a female chakra and a
feeling center also and contacts and connects your feelings on a star level to meet your true family.
You have travelled here from many different places and when this chakra opens you will start to remember it
and see yourself also as a galactic being, and you will see through the 10th chakra money and country system.
12. - universal chakra, epic creation, stories, games, purpose of all this, mysteries.
In fact I think that you all have these chakras, only they are being blocked by unhealthy energies and unpurified dust
from the past. I feel sometimes very lonely because not many people would like to communicate on the 11th chakra... or they have simply forgotten and it is quite lonely there, but truly beautiful!
reede, 22. aprill 2016
Kevin from France also joins the party
I still cannot get past that hallway too easily, the hallway of the glorious guesthouse of Aravali. There were many incidents happening there. I remember one time when I was meditating on the couch again, the small electrical junction box about 1,5 meters above my head on the wall suddenly exploded! It went like buush! and started to emit a little bit of smoke.
Also when I sang the 18th variation from Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini by Rachmaninoff (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo) in that hallway the energy of the room started to change. I was alone and dared to go a bit further in practicing this. I did not know the meaning of it yet, but the melody was with me since Vienna. I stood up and let the sound waves of my own singing move me. The corridors responded and the sound vibrated between the walls, creating a whole new space to dance in. This piece is very female, isn't it?
I was getting more courageous and my ears were also functioning well, so I could freely sing there and when I heard somebody coming downstairs I simply tuned myself down a little bit, or kept silent, depending of who the person was who was approaching me.
Now there was a hippie-looking young man Kevin from France also visiting our guesthouse, and he was really ok and happy about life. I also had him on Facebook but deleted my previous account so I don't have it any more. Near him I could feel very free.
So one day when I was making really low and deep sounds in that hallway, Kevin walked downstairs, sit next to me and started to sing as well and reading his French poetry. It was truly awesome how it sounded. We also teach each other different tones and I then start singing this intro to the Beethoven's Fifth symphony (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo), making very low and powerful sounds and he finds it worth recording. He takes out a very small video camera which has no screen but could record video and asks me to sing it again! Ha ha. I don't know what happened to THIS exact recording but he probably took it to France with him.
We also go to the market place with Kevin and he buys me woollen hindi trousers of camel wool, I was really thankful for that present, very warm ones and useful in my later adventures!
Also when I sang the 18th variation from Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini by Rachmaninoff (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo) in that hallway the energy of the room started to change. I was alone and dared to go a bit further in practicing this. I did not know the meaning of it yet, but the melody was with me since Vienna. I stood up and let the sound waves of my own singing move me. The corridors responded and the sound vibrated between the walls, creating a whole new space to dance in. This piece is very female, isn't it?
I was getting more courageous and my ears were also functioning well, so I could freely sing there and when I heard somebody coming downstairs I simply tuned myself down a little bit, or kept silent, depending of who the person was who was approaching me.
Now there was a hippie-looking young man Kevin from France also visiting our guesthouse, and he was really ok and happy about life. I also had him on Facebook but deleted my previous account so I don't have it any more. Near him I could feel very free.
So one day when I was making really low and deep sounds in that hallway, Kevin walked downstairs, sit next to me and started to sing as well and reading his French poetry. It was truly awesome how it sounded. We also teach each other different tones and I then start singing this intro to the Beethoven's Fifth symphony (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo), making very low and powerful sounds and he finds it worth recording. He takes out a very small video camera which has no screen but could record video and asks me to sing it again! Ha ha. I don't know what happened to THIS exact recording but he probably took it to France with him.
We also go to the market place with Kevin and he buys me woollen hindi trousers of camel wool, I was really thankful for that present, very warm ones and useful in my later adventures!
kolmapäev, 20. aprill 2016
Visiting the gypsy camp with Surya
The old French guy Surya was still constantly present at Aravali, he kept visiting me and seeing me. We visited town major with him to talk about the issues in Pushkar - I almost told the major about the priests' mafia that was disturbing me but decided that it was better to keep my mouth shut at that moment. I helped Surya with e-mails many times, translating the incoming ones and typing in the outgoing ones. One day he told me that he is going to visit the gypsies' camp again that is outside the town and asked me if I would like to go along with him.
For me it went surprisingly easy to get permissions from Ravi when I told that Surya needs me. I already had quite some freedom there and it was no problem. So he came after me to Aravali guesthouse and we left together. We went to the market place and he bought some oranges to take with us, when we started to head outside the town to the desert area.
We walked on a hot day few miles on the sandy roads, and meanwhile Surya told me that one guy in the gypsy camp had fallen from a motorbike and he has a wound that needs to be healed in the hospital, but he has no money to pay to the hospital.
We reached the gypsy camp at it was really like few tents, some miles outside of the town. In one tent there was a woman lying down on a bed, and Surya asked for her health and explained that he had helped her to give birth lately in that tent (I am not sure about this, but this is highly probable). And now he asked about how she is and if the baby is okay. They seemed to be alive and ok, the woman seemed weak, but smiling.
We shared the oranges that we had brought and one very kind-looking gypsy woman peeled them and gave pieces of fresh orange back to me as I was sitting down next to these wonderful people. I was surprised, they were like in complete poverty, but sharing food in such a natural and loving manner to a white guy! I was not expecting such heartful and warm behaviour.
Then the guy who had fallen from the motorbike showed the wound on his head to Surya, and it did not seem too bad. (Later I think we also went to hospital or drugstore with Surya to get him something, I don't remember this part too well. But this guy needed help and had no money, and Surya was bringing medicine to them and giving medical help.)
Then there was one of the most wonderful things I had seen for a long time! There were two gypsy girls playing around us (I think about 4 and 7 years old) hide and seek and running around, and they were full of such pure joy and enthusiasm and laughter, I had never seen anything like this before! They were like true starchildren, and I got instant connection with them! They found it funny that I was this tall white guy (you know, 192 cm at those areas is very tall!), and they started to play with me. They both grabbed one of my hands, and I lifted them up and as if I was a big swing for them. They also liked when I lifted them up high and they laughed and laughed and took turns doing this. It was so much fun and they were like pure joy, eyes shining with starlight.
I kept playing with the children as Surya told the older women that he was about to build house for them and he showed them where. Surya later told me that the gypsies are "his caste" (in the hindi caste system).
When we left their small camping area or village of few tents, the news had already spread that there's a big white guy visiting them, and when we walked back, more local children followed me and approached really openly and I lifted them up with my arms and walked on, this was truly awesome. I felt so strong and joyful at the same time. They were following us for a while, laughing, and then went back.
For me it went surprisingly easy to get permissions from Ravi when I told that Surya needs me. I already had quite some freedom there and it was no problem. So he came after me to Aravali guesthouse and we left together. We went to the market place and he bought some oranges to take with us, when we started to head outside the town to the desert area.
We walked on a hot day few miles on the sandy roads, and meanwhile Surya told me that one guy in the gypsy camp had fallen from a motorbike and he has a wound that needs to be healed in the hospital, but he has no money to pay to the hospital.
We reached the gypsy camp at it was really like few tents, some miles outside of the town. In one tent there was a woman lying down on a bed, and Surya asked for her health and explained that he had helped her to give birth lately in that tent (I am not sure about this, but this is highly probable). And now he asked about how she is and if the baby is okay. They seemed to be alive and ok, the woman seemed weak, but smiling.
We shared the oranges that we had brought and one very kind-looking gypsy woman peeled them and gave pieces of fresh orange back to me as I was sitting down next to these wonderful people. I was surprised, they were like in complete poverty, but sharing food in such a natural and loving manner to a white guy! I was not expecting such heartful and warm behaviour.
Then the guy who had fallen from the motorbike showed the wound on his head to Surya, and it did not seem too bad. (Later I think we also went to hospital or drugstore with Surya to get him something, I don't remember this part too well. But this guy needed help and had no money, and Surya was bringing medicine to them and giving medical help.)
Then there was one of the most wonderful things I had seen for a long time! There were two gypsy girls playing around us (I think about 4 and 7 years old) hide and seek and running around, and they were full of such pure joy and enthusiasm and laughter, I had never seen anything like this before! They were like true starchildren, and I got instant connection with them! They found it funny that I was this tall white guy (you know, 192 cm at those areas is very tall!), and they started to play with me. They both grabbed one of my hands, and I lifted them up and as if I was a big swing for them. They also liked when I lifted them up high and they laughed and laughed and took turns doing this. It was so much fun and they were like pure joy, eyes shining with starlight.
I kept playing with the children as Surya told the older women that he was about to build house for them and he showed them where. Surya later told me that the gypsies are "his caste" (in the hindi caste system).
When we left their small camping area or village of few tents, the news had already spread that there's a big white guy visiting them, and when we walked back, more local children followed me and approached really openly and I lifted them up with my arms and walked on, this was truly awesome. I felt so strong and joyful at the same time. They were following us for a while, laughing, and then went back.
Soul lines and divine timing
I discovered today that the people I met; I am usually drawn to them by certain soul lines, on various depths. This means that it is not actually only emotional body that decides whether or not it is necessary to meet somebody or be in a group, but the decision is being made even deeper and on a soul level.
I have practiced living like this for quite a while, but it has been quite natural and subconscious, which means that I probably have been doing this without thinking about it, assuming that it is common. But this morning I got this idea that there are certain soul lines that draw necessary people together.
Now, the trick again is the level of awareness, paying attention etc. Often I walk on the street and some people choose the same trajectory with me, almost bumping into me. As I see it, they are seeking a soul level connection with me, our souls want to communicate, and their subconscious draws them towards me, but it seems to me that they are not consciously aware/open enough for the communication to actually start; and it also has to do with cultural norms, such as: don't talk to people on the street.
For me practicing yoga is what unites these levels inside me, soul level, subconscious, emotional body, thinking, and being aware. So for me it is no problem suddenly to know _why_ I am at some place, or _what_ do we have to share with each other if I am meeting someone. In fact, I am very often asking and seeking answers to these questions :)
I have practiced living like this for quite a while, but it has been quite natural and subconscious, which means that I probably have been doing this without thinking about it, assuming that it is common. But this morning I got this idea that there are certain soul lines that draw necessary people together.
Now, the trick again is the level of awareness, paying attention etc. Often I walk on the street and some people choose the same trajectory with me, almost bumping into me. As I see it, they are seeking a soul level connection with me, our souls want to communicate, and their subconscious draws them towards me, but it seems to me that they are not consciously aware/open enough for the communication to actually start; and it also has to do with cultural norms, such as: don't talk to people on the street.
For me practicing yoga is what unites these levels inside me, soul level, subconscious, emotional body, thinking, and being aware. So for me it is no problem suddenly to know _why_ I am at some place, or _what_ do we have to share with each other if I am meeting someone. In fact, I am very often asking and seeking answers to these questions :)
esmaspäev, 18. aprill 2016
Rose quartz crystals and a laptop that is free for everyone
Before I can continue with the Pushkar story, I have something to confess. I have kept this a bit secret because I had a very strong feeling attached to it, right after the Night of Destiny, September 16-17, 2015.
It has to do with a certain laptop that I freely left somewhere. In morning of September 17, when walking back from Tartu Public Library of Oskar Luts, I knew that there would be no fckn technology unless I had left this laptop there; back in the autumn of 2013. I am still a bit shivering but it goes like this:
When I was in Vienna in the summer of 2013, I bought a laptop from there with about 300 euros and used it to play poker for living, July-August 2013. In September 2013 I came back to Tartu and I had a lot of free money. What I did with this money, apart from the one-way India ticket, I bought one rose quartz crystal from Valgusesaar via the automatic-box post system. This crystal then told me to buy 250+ rose crystals more, I think it was 254 or something like that.
I ordered them and it was like 200+ euros. I then started to use these crystals to create a network in Tartu. Getting inspiration from Jordan David's videos, I started to drop these crystals in Tartu, for random people to find them, leavin them on the ground, on the benches, in department stores, at food shops like Maxima, on the bridges. I also ordered like 100 Dirty Harry orgonites from South Africa for $200+ and put them under the electrc high-voltage line posts, under big mobile antenna posts and under the big tele-antenna post in Tartu, together with the rose quartz crystals, which beautifully carry our heart chakra energies and one of their qualities is divine love and the healing of broken hearts.
I also put some of them in countryside in damaged forest areas, and also orgonite around our small potato field together with my brother. Also I use orgonite in the electric box in the hallway of our Tartu apartment, and I kept a bucket full of orgonite in that old house between the garden and my apartment on Lina street in Tartu, creating a powerfully free electromagnetic area, easily accesible for higher wisdom and loving-friendly connections from above, also helped a lot with the pineal connections.
I also drop like 18-20 orgonites around the Trepimäe country house in the forest for protection after I came back from India, in summer 2014, but Trepimäe is another big story.
So back to the laptop. One day in Tartu, autumn 2013, I got sudden inspiration to give the Vienna laptop away. I was already used to generous deeds a bit, and I had two laptops, and I needed only one. So I took the Vienna laptop, put free Linux distro on it, create a desktop with welcoming letters. Then I open the browser and put into bookmarks my favourite pieces of Beethoven. I also add Angel Academy ep. 6 into bookmarks and open a Youtube video Angel Academy ep. 4 - Living from the Heart and put it into pause right before Drunvalo starts to speak. I then leave the laptop at Tartu, Genialistide Klubi on a table and write with a marker inside it, above the keyboard: "This laptop is free for everyone". I also make a smiley on the back of that laptop. So I gave this laptop freely away by leaving it on a table together with headphones, Living from the Heart on a pause; whoever was about to find it, leaving it up to the universe and Mother Earth, same with the crystals, as random and trusting as possible (the female way).
Many crystals also took a trip with me to India! (Where I obviously dropped them :))
It has to do with a certain laptop that I freely left somewhere. In morning of September 17, when walking back from Tartu Public Library of Oskar Luts, I knew that there would be no fckn technology unless I had left this laptop there; back in the autumn of 2013. I am still a bit shivering but it goes like this:
When I was in Vienna in the summer of 2013, I bought a laptop from there with about 300 euros and used it to play poker for living, July-August 2013. In September 2013 I came back to Tartu and I had a lot of free money. What I did with this money, apart from the one-way India ticket, I bought one rose quartz crystal from Valgusesaar via the automatic-box post system. This crystal then told me to buy 250+ rose crystals more, I think it was 254 or something like that.
I ordered them and it was like 200+ euros. I then started to use these crystals to create a network in Tartu. Getting inspiration from Jordan David's videos, I started to drop these crystals in Tartu, for random people to find them, leavin them on the ground, on the benches, in department stores, at food shops like Maxima, on the bridges. I also ordered like 100 Dirty Harry orgonites from South Africa for $200+ and put them under the electrc high-voltage line posts, under big mobile antenna posts and under the big tele-antenna post in Tartu, together with the rose quartz crystals, which beautifully carry our heart chakra energies and one of their qualities is divine love and the healing of broken hearts.
I also put some of them in countryside in damaged forest areas, and also orgonite around our small potato field together with my brother. Also I use orgonite in the electric box in the hallway of our Tartu apartment, and I kept a bucket full of orgonite in that old house between the garden and my apartment on Lina street in Tartu, creating a powerfully free electromagnetic area, easily accesible for higher wisdom and loving-friendly connections from above, also helped a lot with the pineal connections.
I also drop like 18-20 orgonites around the Trepimäe country house in the forest for protection after I came back from India, in summer 2014, but Trepimäe is another big story.
So back to the laptop. One day in Tartu, autumn 2013, I got sudden inspiration to give the Vienna laptop away. I was already used to generous deeds a bit, and I had two laptops, and I needed only one. So I took the Vienna laptop, put free Linux distro on it, create a desktop with welcoming letters. Then I open the browser and put into bookmarks my favourite pieces of Beethoven. I also add Angel Academy ep. 6 into bookmarks and open a Youtube video Angel Academy ep. 4 - Living from the Heart and put it into pause right before Drunvalo starts to speak. I then leave the laptop at Tartu, Genialistide Klubi on a table and write with a marker inside it, above the keyboard: "This laptop is free for everyone". I also make a smiley on the back of that laptop. So I gave this laptop freely away by leaving it on a table together with headphones, Living from the Heart on a pause; whoever was about to find it, leaving it up to the universe and Mother Earth, same with the crystals, as random and trusting as possible (the female way).
Many crystals also took a trip with me to India! (Where I obviously dropped them :))
laupäev, 16. aprill 2016
Telepathic communication with a spaceship in Pushkar. A small introduction.
One evening when I wandered around the road that went uphill near the lakeside, I decided to make it further than I usually had. I continued via the official "Pilgrim walk" way (I found it a bit funny - shouldn't these walks always be a self-discovery, a road to go on your own?) - and then there was a well on the left side. I drank some water and moved on.
Some tourist-looking people approached me and looked at me a bit curiously - who was this guy, walking outside the town in the evening, when it's already getting a bit dark? But I successfully passed them and then there were some walls on the right side of the road. There were also some bushes and some sharp thistles (any biologists reading this: sorry, they probably weren't "thistles", but they looked more thistles than cactuses, this is what I can give you right now) and I think that some rubbish also.
But I knew that it was the spot, by this I mean that it simply felt a good spot to meditate a little bit. So I sit down among these rocks and bushes and wait. And then of course, a star appears in the sky that starts to blink weirdly. How do you distinguish a star from a spaceship? The spaceship will usually start to communicate with you directly, thru your third eye, in the middle of your forehead.
So I very soon understood that this was a spaceship and not an ordinary star. I think that this was my first encouter as direct as this, and the experience could look weird from a "normal" perspective, but it felt so right and there was not much question about this.
So they simply send me some energy or light codes by blinking and talking to me - by talking I mean that I could intentionally feel their intellect and somehow abstract mental patterns - I think that they are usually operating beyond ordinary human language.
So they send me these light codes and I respond by simply being who I am. You don't even have to send thoughts to them - they pick up your vibration much better if you just be who you truly are. We had an interesting conversation, but I am still not sure what was the intel that I was given - I guess probably light codes for timing my further actions, recieving it straight to my subconscious. Anyway it was fun, and yes I bet that some part of me thought that it was crazy (instructions for moving between two realms, got it!), but I was already getting used to these things and trusting my gut feeling and heart more than ever before.
Some tourist-looking people approached me and looked at me a bit curiously - who was this guy, walking outside the town in the evening, when it's already getting a bit dark? But I successfully passed them and then there were some walls on the right side of the road. There were also some bushes and some sharp thistles (any biologists reading this: sorry, they probably weren't "thistles", but they looked more thistles than cactuses, this is what I can give you right now) and I think that some rubbish also.
But I knew that it was the spot, by this I mean that it simply felt a good spot to meditate a little bit. So I sit down among these rocks and bushes and wait. And then of course, a star appears in the sky that starts to blink weirdly. How do you distinguish a star from a spaceship? The spaceship will usually start to communicate with you directly, thru your third eye, in the middle of your forehead.
So I very soon understood that this was a spaceship and not an ordinary star. I think that this was my first encouter as direct as this, and the experience could look weird from a "normal" perspective, but it felt so right and there was not much question about this.
So they simply send me some energy or light codes by blinking and talking to me - by talking I mean that I could intentionally feel their intellect and somehow abstract mental patterns - I think that they are usually operating beyond ordinary human language.
So they send me these light codes and I respond by simply being who I am. You don't even have to send thoughts to them - they pick up your vibration much better if you just be who you truly are. We had an interesting conversation, but I am still not sure what was the intel that I was given - I guess probably light codes for timing my further actions, recieving it straight to my subconscious. Anyway it was fun, and yes I bet that some part of me thought that it was crazy (instructions for moving between two realms, got it!), but I was already getting used to these things and trusting my gut feeling and heart more than ever before.
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