sleepy

I don't know how but I end up sleeping on this sofa. I had my trousers socks everything on, the upper body naked, not feeling cold under a light blanket. At night I wake up many times remembering nothing about my normal sub-conscious field.

I had strange dreams of being in complete "not-knowing" in foreign places. We had like a "hide-out" on a river-boat under a city, I was sleeping there in dream waking up next to two unknown young men who were also hiding. In this dream we had to hide from population and I knew very well why. We were not working, we had no work. So this ship was like on this river under the city, hidden and it was dangerous for us to even move or go out from there.

What's interesting is that I usually don't have this state of mind where I'm like fully in the half-astral sub-conscious field, not feeling much, but knowing like this half-info. The body feels quite light and right, yet I know I have been kept away and safe and hiding from most astral dangers. It's not a deep state but it's like a state where you are being kept away. You would maybe like to enter deeper states of dreaming but you cannot because you know you have been willfully been kept away from dangers.

The body feels quite right and alright, yet you always know it's hard to do anything on your own because of these limits, you have many guardians around who know more about your state and their environment than you. You are constantly reminded that "you know nothing", "it's dangerous out there", and "we are guarding you".

This was my dream state and I cannot say I enjoyed it, it was more like, I slept well, but not deep enough and I couldn't go where I would have wanted to go, to my own real astral deep states.