So, after they find out that I have willingly dropped my backpack, I think that they got a bit suspicious about me. Who is this guy and is he trying to trick us? Is he just living here and outplaying others by not working and eating for free? Ravi had some masterdom in this, but now he had met an opponent and it was not so nice.
So what I think they do is that they set a trap. I don't know who did it or where the attack was coming from, but it went like this:
There was a young single Canadian woman with her daughter also staying at the guesthouse. We were all getting along together very well and she was like family to us, also enjoying the company of our forming international community at the guesthouse of Aravali.
One night when I chose to sleep at the rooftop in open air (I could sometimes do this, when there were no guests), I had an interesting dream in the morning. I saw that I was back to my parents' house where I had grown up and I had this small parrot again. But the window was getting a bit open and the parrot in it's cage was hanging near the window. And then suddenly a cat appeared outside the window and attacked the parrot! I got a bit shocked and jumped between them, trying to separate them from each other. I managed to do it and the cat went away (outside the window) and the parrot (a budgerigar) was badly wounded and barely survived.
It was a shocking dream but as the day went on, I forgot about it. Then later in the day I hear that there had been this theft in the morning and money was stolen from the room of that Canadian woman.
I don't want to go into details about this, but later again they stole money from her. Then there were also people coming to that guesthouse and starting to do drugs and drug business (there's more to it but it's a bit private topic and I was not too involved in this); and one old man was also coming who in the past had sold weapons to Africa for hunting, and he tried to approach me sexually after giving me whiskey. Of course he was unsuccessful and I have my limits.
Then of course they start to accuse me in the theft and also they wanted to send me to the embassy in Delhi, hoping that they would get some money from me this way? And they told me to solve the theft and I actually found the real thief, but then they start to lie and deny about it. How I see it, they were probably colluding with each other. I get some warnings and they start to behave in a real dominating way with me, for example, one guest asking for pen and somebody said to me: "Taavi, now you go to the shop and bring 5 pens." And I reply: "I don't think so.." And he's like: "What??" in a very angry tone. Then I'm like: "Ok, nothing, whatever, I will go." And leaving the building, happy that I could manage a little bit with my anger.
Then on the street in front of an internet cafe' I meet a guy who had previously also offered me a job at their guesthouse, I was also sometimes using internet at their place. This time I accept and start talking with him and tell him that I will later come back there and they we will go. Then I also bring the pens to Ravi.
When I had it arranged with the next guy, one day I suddenly quit and simply tell the boss that I am going, without much pre-warning. So I leave and change the guesthouse after 3 weeks of working there.
There was also more to this story and I could have actually left even few days sooner, but some very important things kept me there.
reede, 29. aprill 2016
neljapäev, 28. aprill 2016
Talking with Piyush and passing the test of truthfulness
One time Piyush from Jodhpur was making a tourist trip to Pushkar, and of course we meet at the rooftop of Aravali. One night we stay there a bit longer and everyone else leaves. So we could talk very openly and we felt deep soul connection, he told me that I am like a younger brother to him.
He starts to tell me that he has a reputation of a guru there, that he likes to educate people about sexuality and that he is also healing the relationships between young couples, the solution usually being: get physically together and don't be afraid to have sex with each other! He was talking about couples that are already together but avoid each other and are a bit afraid, and he told that after sex they usually feel more comfortable with each other.
He was very passionate about what he was talking and you could feel the strong joyful vital energy around him. He then asked me about my sexual history and again I did not want to tell about it and gave him an unsure small lie: "Two..." and avoided the topic as much as I could, but I was already very interested and starting to trust him.
He then continued talking about his sexual life very openly and talking stories and educating. He also said that he has a lot of friends and that he does not like when they lie to him. He said that there's no point in lying, and in fact, with a smile, if some of his friends lies to him, he likes to slap them. Just be truthful and honest, he said. And he continued with the topic.
I then started to feel a bit bad, having lied to such a nice guy, but I was just being afraid also and protecting my own private field, feeling a bit attacked by the aggressive sexual questions of some of the hindi guys. Until then I had not felt that I should tell too many people the truth, that I had had no woman. I did not want the attention of others to go onto that fact, I felt that they could start to overexaggerate this or bullying or something like this.
But then he again came to the topic of truthfulness and I could not hold it any more. I told him: "Will you slap me?" He asked me: "Why?" - "Because I just lied to you. In fact I have had no women. I'm a virgin." He then laughed a bit enthusiastically and gave me a soft friendly slap.
From that point our friendship was truly strong. He asked me if I would like to come to Jodhpur at some point and bring two European girls with me. Haha. Now it was starting to get very interesting and I had to be cunning and careful, but also maintaining the truthful friendship, to pass the gate that was now opening to me.
They wanted me to: a) lose my virginity (they wanted to also help me with this!) and b) get them European women. How I saw it was an opportunity to move to another place, not really interested in either a) or b), unless a) is a true love.
We exchanged contacts and kept talking, but I did not go to Jodhpur right away. As it turned out, I had still much to do and the situations were getting hot. In fact, I had anoher lie on my back which was not so easy to escape. When arriving Aravali, I had told Ravi that I lost my backback, and not dropped it willingly. So he saw me as a person who needs help, not a stupid madman.
But soon, as the dishwashing went on, many lies started to rise on the surface and I could also not escape my own's. It was starting to get hot.
He starts to tell me that he has a reputation of a guru there, that he likes to educate people about sexuality and that he is also healing the relationships between young couples, the solution usually being: get physically together and don't be afraid to have sex with each other! He was talking about couples that are already together but avoid each other and are a bit afraid, and he told that after sex they usually feel more comfortable with each other.
He was very passionate about what he was talking and you could feel the strong joyful vital energy around him. He then asked me about my sexual history and again I did not want to tell about it and gave him an unsure small lie: "Two..." and avoided the topic as much as I could, but I was already very interested and starting to trust him.
He then continued talking about his sexual life very openly and talking stories and educating. He also said that he has a lot of friends and that he does not like when they lie to him. He said that there's no point in lying, and in fact, with a smile, if some of his friends lies to him, he likes to slap them. Just be truthful and honest, he said. And he continued with the topic.
I then started to feel a bit bad, having lied to such a nice guy, but I was just being afraid also and protecting my own private field, feeling a bit attacked by the aggressive sexual questions of some of the hindi guys. Until then I had not felt that I should tell too many people the truth, that I had had no woman. I did not want the attention of others to go onto that fact, I felt that they could start to overexaggerate this or bullying or something like this.
But then he again came to the topic of truthfulness and I could not hold it any more. I told him: "Will you slap me?" He asked me: "Why?" - "Because I just lied to you. In fact I have had no women. I'm a virgin." He then laughed a bit enthusiastically and gave me a soft friendly slap.
From that point our friendship was truly strong. He asked me if I would like to come to Jodhpur at some point and bring two European girls with me. Haha. Now it was starting to get very interesting and I had to be cunning and careful, but also maintaining the truthful friendship, to pass the gate that was now opening to me.
They wanted me to: a) lose my virginity (they wanted to also help me with this!) and b) get them European women. How I saw it was an opportunity to move to another place, not really interested in either a) or b), unless a) is a true love.
We exchanged contacts and kept talking, but I did not go to Jodhpur right away. As it turned out, I had still much to do and the situations were getting hot. In fact, I had anoher lie on my back which was not so easy to escape. When arriving Aravali, I had told Ravi that I lost my backback, and not dropped it willingly. So he saw me as a person who needs help, not a stupid madman.
But soon, as the dishwashing went on, many lies started to rise on the surface and I could also not escape my own's. It was starting to get hot.
kolmapäev, 27. aprill 2016
How I have healed the damaged fields.
The art of masturbation and feeling comfortable sexually. Do not ((just)) read this.
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When you think of your memories, you might also notice that the most embarassing moments, you usually remember them very well. It's like they are sexually stored. Think about it, when was the last time something happened that made you feel sexually uncomfortable? Unsure etc.? I think that these moments are in fact very easy to remember, but it could require some sexual work.
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For men,
So then, when you masturbate, you can feel comfortable with yourself. And for example, if you have 8th chakra a bit open you can also heal the energies from past lives, such as when you were raped etc. Thus you will connect your 8th chakra with your 2nd sexual chakra, and when you come, you can eat the sperm and get lot of info from it.
You can also rub the intel on your abdomenal area for additional protection, it is actually very helpful if you're about to enter an area where your feelings could be targeted by sharp and violent thoughts.
Also if you eat the sperm, it will heal you! When in the sexual action (atm I am talking about masturbation, not too much experience in partner sex yet), you are uniting the energies around you, the healthy ones and unhealthy ones, aggressive, joyful, everything flows through you. Then when you come you will feel the current energy of that orgasm and then when you reaccess that energy by eating it, it also connects your physical body and 1st chakra to the same energy flow, thus allowing to integrate all of this in a very healthy way.
What I would also highly recommend is to quit porn. I would say that masturbate a lot, whenever you feel like, but try to do it consciously and not wasting the energy on someone's picture. Instead you could use it to get to know your own body, thoughts and feelings, you will find out your own sexual rhytm, how to hold the passion with breathing, learning to control and direct it and so on.
Also when entering an area where there are big energetic imbalances (such as Rajasthan where they have exploded nuclear energies underground and in the past), you can actually heal the area by uniting the energies again through masturbation, as the aggressive feelings and frustrating thought patterns approach you. When you start getting very frustrated, you can unite it by simply coming off. And of course, I believe that this is for women also, even though these areas might be a bit tough ones to handle if you are highly sensitive and tender.
Also it might work very well if you have a partner who is also aware of this and willing to do it. Then there will also be a strong love connection :)
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When you think of your memories, you might also notice that the most embarassing moments, you usually remember them very well. It's like they are sexually stored. Think about it, when was the last time something happened that made you feel sexually uncomfortable? Unsure etc.? I think that these moments are in fact very easy to remember, but it could require some sexual work.
:::
For men,
So then, when you masturbate, you can feel comfortable with yourself. And for example, if you have 8th chakra a bit open you can also heal the energies from past lives, such as when you were raped etc. Thus you will connect your 8th chakra with your 2nd sexual chakra, and when you come, you can eat the sperm and get lot of info from it.
You can also rub the intel on your abdomenal area for additional protection, it is actually very helpful if you're about to enter an area where your feelings could be targeted by sharp and violent thoughts.
Also if you eat the sperm, it will heal you! When in the sexual action (atm I am talking about masturbation, not too much experience in partner sex yet), you are uniting the energies around you, the healthy ones and unhealthy ones, aggressive, joyful, everything flows through you. Then when you come you will feel the current energy of that orgasm and then when you reaccess that energy by eating it, it also connects your physical body and 1st chakra to the same energy flow, thus allowing to integrate all of this in a very healthy way.
What I would also highly recommend is to quit porn. I would say that masturbate a lot, whenever you feel like, but try to do it consciously and not wasting the energy on someone's picture. Instead you could use it to get to know your own body, thoughts and feelings, you will find out your own sexual rhytm, how to hold the passion with breathing, learning to control and direct it and so on.
Also when entering an area where there are big energetic imbalances (such as Rajasthan where they have exploded nuclear energies underground and in the past), you can actually heal the area by uniting the energies again through masturbation, as the aggressive feelings and frustrating thought patterns approach you. When you start getting very frustrated, you can unite it by simply coming off. And of course, I believe that this is for women also, even though these areas might be a bit tough ones to handle if you are highly sensitive and tender.
Also it might work very well if you have a partner who is also aware of this and willing to do it. Then there will also be a strong love connection :)
esmaspäev, 25. aprill 2016
Talking with hindi people about sexuality
When I worked in Pushkar, I often walked on the street as well and made friends with local youngsters. In the evenings they were sometimes making campfires or simply sitting on chairs and smoking in front of their stalls. They were always so welcome and open, inviting me to smoke with them or drink chai and talk.
The young men were often very curious about my sexuality. The conversation could easily start like this:
The young hindi guy: Hello! Where you're from?
Me: Estonia.
Him: Are you married?
Me: No.
Him: Do you have a girlfriend? When was the last time you had sex?
Me: Erm....
Him: How many times you had sex? How was it?
Me: What...
Him: Starts to talk about (probably a made-up story) how he met a girl and had great time with her and details about the intercourse.
But for me these conversations were a little bit confusing at the beginning. First, I was not used to talk about these subjects because of the culture room where I was coming from, in Estonia the approach was different and usually people were not talking about sexuality so openly. And second, of course I was a virgin at that time (I was 22 years old) and in fact had not even physically kissed a girl yet.
But I think that they had this image in mind that usually young men in the west have sex all the time with different beautiful white girls and they know how to get them. So they were also just curious about how to get the white girls and how to attract them.
I also saw that for them it was important for a personal reputation if a guy had had successful sex with a woman or not. So there was for example one tailor about 30 years old, who bragged about his sexuality and that he had had like 100+ woman or something (probably a brag) and asked how many women I had had sex with.
I was like what, I had no idea what he expects from me and thought that if I told at THAT point to him that I was a virgin it would be way too much, so I said: "Two?" meaning the two times I had fallen a bit love with somebody. And he started to laugh and did not believe it at all and said: "Haha, good joke! Cmon, you can tell me? 40 women? It must be at least 20?" I probably looked quite tall and handsome to him, a perfect guy who would get all the women. And he did not believe me at all and tried to make me talk about my sex adventures, which I had not had.
I will make a pause at this point, but it is a very important topic and I will come back to it.
The young men were often very curious about my sexuality. The conversation could easily start like this:
The young hindi guy: Hello! Where you're from?
Me: Estonia.
Him: Are you married?
Me: No.
Him: Do you have a girlfriend? When was the last time you had sex?
Me: Erm....
Him: How many times you had sex? How was it?
Me: What...
Him: Starts to talk about (probably a made-up story) how he met a girl and had great time with her and details about the intercourse.
But for me these conversations were a little bit confusing at the beginning. First, I was not used to talk about these subjects because of the culture room where I was coming from, in Estonia the approach was different and usually people were not talking about sexuality so openly. And second, of course I was a virgin at that time (I was 22 years old) and in fact had not even physically kissed a girl yet.
But I think that they had this image in mind that usually young men in the west have sex all the time with different beautiful white girls and they know how to get them. So they were also just curious about how to get the white girls and how to attract them.
I also saw that for them it was important for a personal reputation if a guy had had successful sex with a woman or not. So there was for example one tailor about 30 years old, who bragged about his sexuality and that he had had like 100+ woman or something (probably a brag) and asked how many women I had had sex with.
I was like what, I had no idea what he expects from me and thought that if I told at THAT point to him that I was a virgin it would be way too much, so I said: "Two?" meaning the two times I had fallen a bit love with somebody. And he started to laugh and did not believe it at all and said: "Haha, good joke! Cmon, you can tell me? 40 women? It must be at least 20?" I probably looked quite tall and handsome to him, a perfect guy who would get all the women. And he did not believe me at all and tried to make me talk about my sex adventures, which I had not had.
I will make a pause at this point, but it is a very important topic and I will come back to it.
laupäev, 23. aprill 2016
How I currently see the chakra system of this universe // humans
Short overview and some thoughts.
So we meet at this old Grey base but we managed to escape;
what they're doing here is that they were basically trapping people and
souls from different galaxies into these box-houses, feeding them
intel that distracts them from finding out their galactic origins;
that is, they don't want to let them to go beyond the 7th chakra.
In fact, many of them have the 1.-2. chakra imbalances, which are collectively
so big that they cannot even get past that.
The world globally is stuck at the 3rd chakra and making many unsuccesful
transitions to the 4th chakra (the female heart) in the past,
thus exploding and damaging the feeling centre even more.
Now the transition from the 3rd to the 4th chakra must occur; and mostly it
is being held back because of the unhealty power patterns I think, that is,
many people I think still believe that they have a right to mind-manipulate
and control other souls? that is, give orders in unhealthy ways.
We humans are actually meant to function in 12 chakras:
1. - survival and food, grounding
2. - sexuality, creativity, playfulness
3. - the feeling center, communication, power
4. - heart: divine love, caring, compassion // we're unable to get past it unless
we learn unselfish love, love that transcends the ego as well. It is simply a
condition that is required to get past this level or chakra, otherwise you would
again do too much damage in the higher realms. So we need to learn and practice
divine love, caring and compassion.
5. - throat chakra, singing, sound, creating atmosphere, harmonious relationships with other,
speaking the truth in a beautiful way.
6. - third eye, telepathic communication, understanding creation and causal?, mindfulness
and tranquility, being centered, two sides of the brain in perfect harmonious balance
7. - crown chakra, combines the first 6 levels?, focus on the divine, life purpose
and higher self, follow your divine purpose!, get your thinking pure and clear
8. - above your head. when this starts to open you will also get intel from past lives and
start to see and feel yourself more as a soul, not only this physical body. I mean that you
will probably feel more integrated and in connection and soulful.
9. - planetary chakra, very important that we wake up as species and take good loving care
of our planet and trust her
10. - solar system chakra, lot of confusion here because of manipulation and money and power
and lies lies; the truth is probably that our Sun is alive and a living being, as are our planets
11. - galactic chakra, very important to remember this one to go home! it is a female chakra and a
feeling center also and contacts and connects your feelings on a star level to meet your true family.
You have travelled here from many different places and when this chakra opens you will start to remember it
and see yourself also as a galactic being, and you will see through the 10th chakra money and country system.
12. - universal chakra, epic creation, stories, games, purpose of all this, mysteries.
In fact I think that you all have these chakras, only they are being blocked by unhealthy energies and unpurified dust
from the past. I feel sometimes very lonely because not many people would like to communicate on the 11th chakra... or they have simply forgotten and it is quite lonely there, but truly beautiful!
So we meet at this old Grey base but we managed to escape;
what they're doing here is that they were basically trapping people and
souls from different galaxies into these box-houses, feeding them
intel that distracts them from finding out their galactic origins;
that is, they don't want to let them to go beyond the 7th chakra.
In fact, many of them have the 1.-2. chakra imbalances, which are collectively
so big that they cannot even get past that.
The world globally is stuck at the 3rd chakra and making many unsuccesful
transitions to the 4th chakra (the female heart) in the past,
thus exploding and damaging the feeling centre even more.
Now the transition from the 3rd to the 4th chakra must occur; and mostly it
is being held back because of the unhealty power patterns I think, that is,
many people I think still believe that they have a right to mind-manipulate
and control other souls? that is, give orders in unhealthy ways.
We humans are actually meant to function in 12 chakras:
1. - survival and food, grounding
2. - sexuality, creativity, playfulness
3. - the feeling center, communication, power
4. - heart: divine love, caring, compassion // we're unable to get past it unless
we learn unselfish love, love that transcends the ego as well. It is simply a
condition that is required to get past this level or chakra, otherwise you would
again do too much damage in the higher realms. So we need to learn and practice
divine love, caring and compassion.
5. - throat chakra, singing, sound, creating atmosphere, harmonious relationships with other,
speaking the truth in a beautiful way.
6. - third eye, telepathic communication, understanding creation and causal?, mindfulness
and tranquility, being centered, two sides of the brain in perfect harmonious balance
7. - crown chakra, combines the first 6 levels?, focus on the divine, life purpose
and higher self, follow your divine purpose!, get your thinking pure and clear
8. - above your head. when this starts to open you will also get intel from past lives and
start to see and feel yourself more as a soul, not only this physical body. I mean that you
will probably feel more integrated and in connection and soulful.
9. - planetary chakra, very important that we wake up as species and take good loving care
of our planet and trust her
10. - solar system chakra, lot of confusion here because of manipulation and money and power
and lies lies; the truth is probably that our Sun is alive and a living being, as are our planets
11. - galactic chakra, very important to remember this one to go home! it is a female chakra and a
feeling center also and contacts and connects your feelings on a star level to meet your true family.
You have travelled here from many different places and when this chakra opens you will start to remember it
and see yourself also as a galactic being, and you will see through the 10th chakra money and country system.
12. - universal chakra, epic creation, stories, games, purpose of all this, mysteries.
In fact I think that you all have these chakras, only they are being blocked by unhealthy energies and unpurified dust
from the past. I feel sometimes very lonely because not many people would like to communicate on the 11th chakra... or they have simply forgotten and it is quite lonely there, but truly beautiful!
reede, 22. aprill 2016
Kevin from France also joins the party
I still cannot get past that hallway too easily, the hallway of the glorious guesthouse of Aravali. There were many incidents happening there. I remember one time when I was meditating on the couch again, the small electrical junction box about 1,5 meters above my head on the wall suddenly exploded! It went like buush! and started to emit a little bit of smoke.
Also when I sang the 18th variation from Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini by Rachmaninoff (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo) in that hallway the energy of the room started to change. I was alone and dared to go a bit further in practicing this. I did not know the meaning of it yet, but the melody was with me since Vienna. I stood up and let the sound waves of my own singing move me. The corridors responded and the sound vibrated between the walls, creating a whole new space to dance in. This piece is very female, isn't it?
I was getting more courageous and my ears were also functioning well, so I could freely sing there and when I heard somebody coming downstairs I simply tuned myself down a little bit, or kept silent, depending of who the person was who was approaching me.
Now there was a hippie-looking young man Kevin from France also visiting our guesthouse, and he was really ok and happy about life. I also had him on Facebook but deleted my previous account so I don't have it any more. Near him I could feel very free.
So one day when I was making really low and deep sounds in that hallway, Kevin walked downstairs, sit next to me and started to sing as well and reading his French poetry. It was truly awesome how it sounded. We also teach each other different tones and I then start singing this intro to the Beethoven's Fifth symphony (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo), making very low and powerful sounds and he finds it worth recording. He takes out a very small video camera which has no screen but could record video and asks me to sing it again! Ha ha. I don't know what happened to THIS exact recording but he probably took it to France with him.
We also go to the market place with Kevin and he buys me woollen hindi trousers of camel wool, I was really thankful for that present, very warm ones and useful in my later adventures!
Also when I sang the 18th variation from Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini by Rachmaninoff (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo) in that hallway the energy of the room started to change. I was alone and dared to go a bit further in practicing this. I did not know the meaning of it yet, but the melody was with me since Vienna. I stood up and let the sound waves of my own singing move me. The corridors responded and the sound vibrated between the walls, creating a whole new space to dance in. This piece is very female, isn't it?
I was getting more courageous and my ears were also functioning well, so I could freely sing there and when I heard somebody coming downstairs I simply tuned myself down a little bit, or kept silent, depending of who the person was who was approaching me.
Now there was a hippie-looking young man Kevin from France also visiting our guesthouse, and he was really ok and happy about life. I also had him on Facebook but deleted my previous account so I don't have it any more. Near him I could feel very free.
So one day when I was making really low and deep sounds in that hallway, Kevin walked downstairs, sit next to me and started to sing as well and reading his French poetry. It was truly awesome how it sounded. We also teach each other different tones and I then start singing this intro to the Beethoven's Fifth symphony (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKZbvluHcNo), making very low and powerful sounds and he finds it worth recording. He takes out a very small video camera which has no screen but could record video and asks me to sing it again! Ha ha. I don't know what happened to THIS exact recording but he probably took it to France with him.
We also go to the market place with Kevin and he buys me woollen hindi trousers of camel wool, I was really thankful for that present, very warm ones and useful in my later adventures!
kolmapäev, 20. aprill 2016
Visiting the gypsy camp with Surya
The old French guy Surya was still constantly present at Aravali, he kept visiting me and seeing me. We visited town major with him to talk about the issues in Pushkar - I almost told the major about the priests' mafia that was disturbing me but decided that it was better to keep my mouth shut at that moment. I helped Surya with e-mails many times, translating the incoming ones and typing in the outgoing ones. One day he told me that he is going to visit the gypsies' camp again that is outside the town and asked me if I would like to go along with him.
For me it went surprisingly easy to get permissions from Ravi when I told that Surya needs me. I already had quite some freedom there and it was no problem. So he came after me to Aravali guesthouse and we left together. We went to the market place and he bought some oranges to take with us, when we started to head outside the town to the desert area.
We walked on a hot day few miles on the sandy roads, and meanwhile Surya told me that one guy in the gypsy camp had fallen from a motorbike and he has a wound that needs to be healed in the hospital, but he has no money to pay to the hospital.
We reached the gypsy camp at it was really like few tents, some miles outside of the town. In one tent there was a woman lying down on a bed, and Surya asked for her health and explained that he had helped her to give birth lately in that tent (I am not sure about this, but this is highly probable). And now he asked about how she is and if the baby is okay. They seemed to be alive and ok, the woman seemed weak, but smiling.
We shared the oranges that we had brought and one very kind-looking gypsy woman peeled them and gave pieces of fresh orange back to me as I was sitting down next to these wonderful people. I was surprised, they were like in complete poverty, but sharing food in such a natural and loving manner to a white guy! I was not expecting such heartful and warm behaviour.
Then the guy who had fallen from the motorbike showed the wound on his head to Surya, and it did not seem too bad. (Later I think we also went to hospital or drugstore with Surya to get him something, I don't remember this part too well. But this guy needed help and had no money, and Surya was bringing medicine to them and giving medical help.)
Then there was one of the most wonderful things I had seen for a long time! There were two gypsy girls playing around us (I think about 4 and 7 years old) hide and seek and running around, and they were full of such pure joy and enthusiasm and laughter, I had never seen anything like this before! They were like true starchildren, and I got instant connection with them! They found it funny that I was this tall white guy (you know, 192 cm at those areas is very tall!), and they started to play with me. They both grabbed one of my hands, and I lifted them up and as if I was a big swing for them. They also liked when I lifted them up high and they laughed and laughed and took turns doing this. It was so much fun and they were like pure joy, eyes shining with starlight.
I kept playing with the children as Surya told the older women that he was about to build house for them and he showed them where. Surya later told me that the gypsies are "his caste" (in the hindi caste system).
When we left their small camping area or village of few tents, the news had already spread that there's a big white guy visiting them, and when we walked back, more local children followed me and approached really openly and I lifted them up with my arms and walked on, this was truly awesome. I felt so strong and joyful at the same time. They were following us for a while, laughing, and then went back.
For me it went surprisingly easy to get permissions from Ravi when I told that Surya needs me. I already had quite some freedom there and it was no problem. So he came after me to Aravali guesthouse and we left together. We went to the market place and he bought some oranges to take with us, when we started to head outside the town to the desert area.
We walked on a hot day few miles on the sandy roads, and meanwhile Surya told me that one guy in the gypsy camp had fallen from a motorbike and he has a wound that needs to be healed in the hospital, but he has no money to pay to the hospital.
We reached the gypsy camp at it was really like few tents, some miles outside of the town. In one tent there was a woman lying down on a bed, and Surya asked for her health and explained that he had helped her to give birth lately in that tent (I am not sure about this, but this is highly probable). And now he asked about how she is and if the baby is okay. They seemed to be alive and ok, the woman seemed weak, but smiling.
We shared the oranges that we had brought and one very kind-looking gypsy woman peeled them and gave pieces of fresh orange back to me as I was sitting down next to these wonderful people. I was surprised, they were like in complete poverty, but sharing food in such a natural and loving manner to a white guy! I was not expecting such heartful and warm behaviour.
Then the guy who had fallen from the motorbike showed the wound on his head to Surya, and it did not seem too bad. (Later I think we also went to hospital or drugstore with Surya to get him something, I don't remember this part too well. But this guy needed help and had no money, and Surya was bringing medicine to them and giving medical help.)
Then there was one of the most wonderful things I had seen for a long time! There were two gypsy girls playing around us (I think about 4 and 7 years old) hide and seek and running around, and they were full of such pure joy and enthusiasm and laughter, I had never seen anything like this before! They were like true starchildren, and I got instant connection with them! They found it funny that I was this tall white guy (you know, 192 cm at those areas is very tall!), and they started to play with me. They both grabbed one of my hands, and I lifted them up and as if I was a big swing for them. They also liked when I lifted them up high and they laughed and laughed and took turns doing this. It was so much fun and they were like pure joy, eyes shining with starlight.
I kept playing with the children as Surya told the older women that he was about to build house for them and he showed them where. Surya later told me that the gypsies are "his caste" (in the hindi caste system).
When we left their small camping area or village of few tents, the news had already spread that there's a big white guy visiting them, and when we walked back, more local children followed me and approached really openly and I lifted them up with my arms and walked on, this was truly awesome. I felt so strong and joyful at the same time. They were following us for a while, laughing, and then went back.
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