One time Piyush from Jodhpur was making a tourist trip to Pushkar, and of course we meet at the rooftop of Aravali. One night we stay there a bit longer and everyone else leaves. So we could talk very openly and we felt deep soul connection, he told me that I am like a younger brother to him.
He starts to tell me that he has a reputation of a guru there, that he likes to educate people about sexuality and that he is also healing the relationships between young couples, the solution usually being: get physically together and don't be afraid to have sex with each other! He was talking about couples that are already together but avoid each other and are a bit afraid, and he told that after sex they usually feel more comfortable with each other.
He was very passionate about what he was talking and you could feel the strong joyful vital energy around him. He then asked me about my sexual history and again I did not want to tell about it and gave him an unsure small lie: "Two..." and avoided the topic as much as I could, but I was already very interested and starting to trust him.
He then continued talking about his sexual life very openly and talking stories and educating. He also said that he has a lot of friends and that he does not like when they lie to him. He said that there's no point in lying, and in fact, with a smile, if some of his friends lies to him, he likes to slap them. Just be truthful and honest, he said. And he continued with the topic.
I then started to feel a bit bad, having lied to such a nice guy, but I was just being afraid also and protecting my own private field, feeling a bit attacked by the aggressive sexual questions of some of the hindi guys. Until then I had not felt that I should tell too many people the truth, that I had had no woman. I did not want the attention of others to go onto that fact, I felt that they could start to overexaggerate this or bullying or something like this.
But then he again came to the topic of truthfulness and I could not hold it any more. I told him: "Will you slap me?" He asked me: "Why?" - "Because I just lied to you. In fact I have had no women. I'm a virgin." He then laughed a bit enthusiastically and gave me a soft friendly slap.
From that point our friendship was truly strong. He asked me if I would like to come to Jodhpur at some point and bring two European girls with me. Haha. Now it was starting to get very interesting and I had to be cunning and careful, but also maintaining the truthful friendship, to pass the gate that was now opening to me.
They wanted me to: a) lose my virginity (they wanted to also help me with this!) and b) get them European women. How I saw it was an opportunity to move to another place, not really interested in either a) or b), unless a) is a true love.
We exchanged contacts and kept talking, but I did not go to Jodhpur right away. As it turned out, I had still much to do and the situations were getting hot. In fact, I had anoher lie on my back which was not so easy to escape. When arriving Aravali, I had told Ravi that I lost my backback, and not dropped it willingly. So he saw me as a person who needs help, not a stupid madman.
But soon, as the dishwashing went on, many lies started to rise on the surface and I could also not escape my own's. It was starting to get hot.
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