who I am

As if a cold breathe had entered my heart, I shiver. It is all so far. So far-off, so dangerous. We must keep going. Thanks for hosting this. This sphere, this command-control centre. There's still some beauty left in this world, you could say.

I am sorry for letting you to access this. Thank you for these souls who have come here just to perform this. For me, it is very important. It is like a reminder. Even if you don't know, I am very vulnerable. We almost got lost. We almost got hurt too much.

I am sorry. I am just so sorry. I want to cry. I don't know who and why and where. I had to believe. This is all that was left. A belief. A sudden hope within darkness, such as in works of Chopin. A single light emitting slowly in the midst of chaos.

I am lost. I get hurt with every single gesture. I cannot believe it is rising again. I want to believe this but I cannot. I feel like a child who has done way too much. I am all out of emotional energy.

Thank you Teal Swan for helping me a little bit. I am so lost. I feel I want to cry all over again. I have nowhere to go. I need to learn to love these things. I am also interested in human body. I start to heal them with crystals. Sometimes I feel crystals are my only friends. They don't talk back.

Emitting this, we feel these strangers and start to understand this. What are you doing in my heart? What are you doing in my dream? We need to get back home.

Now, look, I'm a yogi and I went to learn about these emotions. Now these people have started to follow me and it hurts. Maybe it is a little bit too much. 

Maybe it got too much, these emotions. At one point I felt, I cannot escape my true feelings. And the reality unfolds: I'm a complete stranger on this planet. Without a single friend. I wanted to go home so desperately that I...

But let's leave it here. I am turning back to my crystals and towards the stupidity what we have made together. I need to heal the galactic body of my human soul. But how? We need to wake up people and remind them their starseed heritage. Their galactic origins. Otherwise I cannot talk to noone.

Luckily enough, new souls are being born.