So the blockage was based on an old un-successful love-story; where the victim (the lover who was devoted but got rejected?) would later hurt himself in great despair. He would maybe leave home and run, feeling disgust towards her ancestors... He would run and run, committing crimes on the way; feeling rejected and forgetting the original crush that he had towards that beautiful girl who later disappeared from his life.
He would maybe still miss that girl and wanting to get back to her (This is when astral collapsed and the realities got separated, normal would be that astral and physical are in harmonic balance. The girl would probably stay at the astral, unable to come back or contact the male who had destroyed their astral home and excluded himself from the rest of the tribe?); frustatringly, almost unwillingly, because of the crimes and vivid damage that the male had maybe produced along his weird journey down the pathway.
So what to do? His run maybe lead him deeper into the forest, where he had to protect him with technology that we had from the remains of our ship? When they crashed, they also hurt a sacred tree and upset beautiful beings in a beautiful lake. Meanwhile, and all the same, they would have high-end sexual frustration in a desert, in the middle of fckn nowhere, so what do they do? They find absolutely anything.
They would maybe run together from their fathers and be ashamed of their mothers, and feeling the heaviness of their past awful deeds of collective misbehaviour (sexual frustration gone wrong, guilt, shame etc). A more poetic version: like ghosts, screaming thru the deserts they might have had proceeded, unwillingly admitting to the listeners their hurricane-like past.
I tend to believe that it was a collective rape, bigger beings taking smaller beings unwillingly. Also their species were NOT the same, so they would not actually know how to behave; it would be way too sharp and unnatural, causing even further disturbance in the feminine (I am talking about this particular plane crash).
So they also start to accuse the feminine of not wanting to have sex with them; but the real thing is that they are frustrated because of the original failure in their love-story. And now they are upsetting wrong beings and attempting to accuse them of rejecting them, but what truly is the case I believe, is that they miss their old unsuccessful love in their teenage years and have been acting on this violence and attempting to meet other partners among other species, who would fit into their image of the perfect teenage lover that had once rejected them.
So, why did you get rejected? Maybe it was her free will. You know, you cannot make somebody to love you, it has to happen a bit more naturally. But yea, it failed and after that many many of us probably fell in love or something, attempting to get back to that original beautiful situation, together with that loving girl in the astral worlds.
Now we miss that and we watch porn instead of doing shaolin and practicing virtue. How to approach the female? We probably got hurt in our guts and then hurt ourselves even more, attempting to escape the situation fast and re-do the blow-up in a controlled way. Our stomachs, our feeling centers hurt, and we need to practice yoga and music to re-feel in a beautiful balance. This is the way, for what I feel. Then the girls might even accept us. It has to do with learning to express our emotions in a gentle way, and be patient and open, and listen to the real female and follow your hearts.
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