Ok. There is this old legend about a student who gets stuck in a music school. Everything he does opposes the teachers who then get angry at him so that he has to hide from their sight.
He however has a strong desire to practice music, but now, all of the teachers he knows have rejected him. There is something in his way or approach towards music that makes the teachers feel in danger.
A threat is sensed in his behaviour. Something is hiding in his music that always frightens others. They try to avoid it at all costs, they wish it never to be revealed. So the teachers always tell this student to go away. Something bad might happen if his music is heard...
The student however wishes to practice so much that he continues alone. Rejected by others and the school, he starts to practice alone. He chooses piano as his instrument, the closest to him and the most distant one, always reminding him how he was rejected from the school, his music being inappropriate.
He feels that he has a dream, if he could somehow practice well enough, more and more, his music might get good enough to be somehow accepted in the school again...
One spring he decides to enter the music school to see if he can get in, having practiced few years alone in solitude in a dark room. His dream is now in a stage where he feels it can be ready for this kind of try-out.
Of course he gets rejected again but he now feels very good about his confidence. He dared to enter a public school with his own music, secretly kept to himself alone. He is happy and goes back to practice.
But then, one day, something happens in his life. Normally he spends lot of time alone, figuring out about books, listening to music, other students going to school normally, to work... He no longer is part of the system, yet he is fully adapted to his solitude.
Now something interesting starts to enter his dream of becoming a good musician. He feels something is attempting to enter his room of loneliness and darkness.. maybe the darkness was confident enough or maybe it was just a chance, who knows...
But he suddenly finds himself waiting for someone.. and here we kind of have to end the chapter.
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