laupäev, 25. juuni 2016

about the spontaneous flow of things that I truly love and enjoy

I think that they use time to pre-plan things so that they would be in nice and neat order, so that people would know for certain what will happen next. I was very surprised when I see this sign at our hallway that they're gonna have a local meeting in September about the apartments of this house.

For me it is simply weird to always pre-plan so little things for so long. In a way it is a little bit disgusting, because it kills the real spontaneous life-flow of things.

Let's say a young couple meets in a forest and has a good time. Then, someone might come and say: hey, you need to work at this field in Germany and do a hard work for the next 500 years.

Isn't it a bit boring.

I think that the true sexuality or life force or spontaneous energy flow wants to discover itself in a more natural way. It knows itself, what it is doing. There is no need to somehow address your sexuality in a hard-work labour way, for me it kinda ruins the love inside this beautiful thing.

I was also thinking that in order to connect with the money and car network, I need to go quite low in sexuality. For example, in the car network there is not much unique self-expression or creativity, it's copy reproduction and not a true smile of a beautiful loving woman.

What would you like to drive the most, may I ask?
Sometimes, no, very often I do not understand the things around me or why people behave in certain ways, because the things are created in a sexual way that is unknown to me. For example, what kind of sexual force would create a plastic bag and a car and Soviet houses?

Sometimes it is simply so weird for me to understand this.

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