For I have happily reached home. Still getting that wtf?? feeling pretty often!! Much love and will continue with the research, integration and studies of harmony. I am doing the best I can but you know sometimes it can get really tough... Also learning the art of expressing and explaining myself a little bit better.. But things have more or less settled down now. I do hope that you are not overly upset or anything cause I have been VERY busy the last two years and especioso the last two months have been extremely tough for me!! Challenge after challenge after challenge!! But don't get me wrong.... If I fail it is because I just don't knowwwwwwwwww... So much to discover and play around a little bit. If some of you older and wiser ppl know some good guidance about how to get around in this world I gladly appreciato and accept!! Again sorry if it is not clarified enough yet but yea whatever we're doing the absolutely best we can. Or at least I hope so. Atm I am the parents' house and getting some good food and going for the potatoes tomorrow!!! I am really just starting to see the true magnificence of the whole situation or sitcom or whatever you call it. I wish you all the peace, trust, love and happiness that I can possibly give. Cheers!!
Well if anyone's interested about my stories of the past in the online world and somewhere else other places also here's a link to my poker blog:
http://www.pokerstrategy.com/forum/thread.php?threadid=64261
Ok so in 2013 I was indeed in Vienna:
(from the poker blog)
19.07.2013, 17:19
It was getting a bit dull going to the daily piano practice via subway, so I got myself one of these:
http://www.rideside.at/…/micro-sc…/micro-scooter-flex-blue/…
, and added the blue pro grips. It is absolutely epic. So fast with so little effort! So flexible. Let's make a stop? You stop. Not like with a bicycle when you would have to perform an acrobatic number. 20 meters in that direction? One kick and you're already there. If you mix it up with subway it gets even more fun. You can actually roll in to the elevator and out again, then sliding through the crowds without any effort whatsoever, whistling Rachmaninov.
"""
But actually I get caught in the end and bump into a guardian at the metro in the underground and get fined 100eur or something. But then I had a lot of money so no problems. Also the scooter got stolen later from the hall of Klaviergalerie (the most amazing place ever!!! they have all the best top quality pianos there and you can just rent the rooms for really cheap price like 3-5 eur per hour). Also I leave a lot of money in Vienna and overpay the rent and everything but they never send it back to my bank account... unsure emoticon But overall it was one of the best experiences I have ever had, even though it got VERY lonely in the end. That's also why I left in the end, wanted to meet and talk to some people as well but very few contacts..
http://www.rideside.at/…/micro-sc…/micro-scooter-flex-blue/…
, and added the blue pro grips. It is absolutely epic. So fast with so little effort! So flexible. Let's make a stop? You stop. Not like with a bicycle when you would have to perform an acrobatic number. 20 meters in that direction? One kick and you're already there. If you mix it up with subway it gets even more fun. You can actually roll in to the elevator and out again, then sliding through the crowds without any effort whatsoever, whistling Rachmaninov.
"""
But actually I get caught in the end and bump into a guardian at the metro in the underground and get fined 100eur or something. But then I had a lot of money so no problems. Also the scooter got stolen later from the hall of Klaviergalerie (the most amazing place ever!!! they have all the best top quality pianos there and you can just rent the rooms for really cheap price like 3-5 eur per hour). Also I leave a lot of money in Vienna and overpay the rent and everything but they never send it back to my bank account... unsure emoticon But overall it was one of the best experiences I have ever had, even though it got VERY lonely in the end. That's also why I left in the end, wanted to meet and talk to some people as well but very few contacts..
Ok so here's my video channel, you can follow this if interested:
So
yea I was posting at Vimeo quite a bit until April but then I tried to
do a bigger project and recorded like 22min video but when I was
converting it with the intention to upload it and send it to all my
friends via email, the ventilator of my laptop started to go on really
fast and making such a noise that I was getting afraid that the computer
might explode. So I did shut down the computer and I ripped out the
hard disk and throwed everything into a dustbin behind the Ujula Konsum
at Tartu.
So what I need to do is to get some new nice laptop or something, I have the digital piano and a really good soundcard still and really nice speakers. If I could get the laptop and put Windows 7 on it (They dont accept my soundcard in Linux yet!! crazy ppl, saying that software not yet developed or sth. I have Roland Quad-Capture and there's no software for Linux or at least that was the case in the end of April or something.)
And if I could somehow get that laptop I could also listen to some good music at Tartu with the speakers, putting them on a bit more loudly than the std small speaker of laptop. I used to do this alot at the end of 2013, listening to Beethoven and dancing alot and everything.
Ok gotta go for the potatos otherwise my mom could get pissed off (nah just kidding!!). But I really need the potatos as there's some nice orgonite dropped around the field so when you eat the potatos it's actually good against the electromagnetic fields of the city!!! See ya!! Cheers and much love!!
There was this specific inner expression, or feeling, so to call it that I had a few days ago when playing piano in Tartu. I was messing around with the voice of the strings and suddenly all of the Himalayas started to play again. Again I was that little boy standing or wandering alone in the mountains, with no one else to go along with but it didn't matter because it was so beautiful. It's like I had been transported in the middle of the 3rd movement of Beethoven's Ninth but it was much more immediate and childlike, the sound of the fresh mountains; did you know that you can actually feel and hear the air?? But it is much much more than that; it is not about going back to the past, it is rather that the sound is coming up and starting to play from within, so it is actually about being fully in the present moment... And I knew that the inner child in the mountains was absolutely allright - even more than that, he had quietly walked down, only the eagerest ears maybe capable of noticing his quiet tune - he had most charmingly walked back to help me out.
For I by myself had sent him up there to discover what cannot be discovered. Once from a channeling I got this message that "our task here is to do the impossible", so for a challenge like that we maybe need to put all of our passion and creativity to a test, and, if the situation requires, develop our empathy to such degrees that we're even capable to embrace the madness and self-torture by divine feminine, that is, to somehow impossibly transform it to an acceptable form so that nobody gets hurt too much.
There is so much that I would love to tell but I need to hold myself back, because, this is what I have maybe learned during my ventures (just maybe): the emotional healing is actually much more important than just "facing the facts" and harsh cold truths. Because, if there is no enjoyment or beauty about the facts that you're about to face yet; then, it might be actually wise to somehow; yes, this is taking a lot of flexibility for me to say something like this! - it might be actually VERY wise to beautify the truth first before throwing it out as if it was some old dirty garbage.
Whenever you see something that heavily disturbs you, you always have the option to choose: what is your reaction or approach or attitude towards the energy that is coming in your direction? You could percieve yourself as a victim, but that is only one option out of many many, and you can, and I do - regularly invent new approaches about this and test them out on myself. (Phewh!) And even now, the whole situation is still so challenging for me, but in a much different way. For I feel that now, somehow I need to take the next test and learn how to actually get in to those schools.
I think it was in May when I was thinking about my future plans and then I had this dreamlike inner feeling of fullfillment, that I had and could actually find my place in this world. I saw the music school in Tartu and I knew that this place had been waiting for me, it was almost as if my own dream had created it and now I was entering into that dream and this feeling was so strong, it was like I had known it for certain, it was not even a question. So I knew that I absolutely had to go into that music school.
But it got emotionally much much tougher than I had expected, facing constant and surprising sudden pressures from all kind of ancient sources... And also the helicopter started to come when I first tried to enter the building. It seemed that it was so important for some forces to keep blocking my entrance into their world. So they made it extremely tough emotionally for me to even go near that house, and yea then feeding me their own ancient karma. This was REALLY intense. I will describe it in a minute.
Yup and the second part is about the fall:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDXWK3W477w
I have practiced self-healing alot, yoga and everything. Ok here's one of my favourite pieces of all time:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZU67jLOJ7I
Btw Vladimir Ashkenazy is one of the best pianists I have ever heard!! Barenboim and Bernstein being some of my favourite conductors.......
I also like Yundi Li alot, especially his Chopin interpretations!!
Tere!
Today I was gathering a lot of vegetables from the garden and from the field. Gotta start some cooking in the town. I never really liked cooking by myself and really sucked at it, but now, at the European Rainbow Gathering I really learned the value of what it could be. The art of cooking, gotta practice that one!!
How I visited India in 2014.
Chapter 1.
Part 1. Delhi.
So what I need to do is to get some new nice laptop or something, I have the digital piano and a really good soundcard still and really nice speakers. If I could get the laptop and put Windows 7 on it (They dont accept my soundcard in Linux yet!! crazy ppl, saying that software not yet developed or sth. I have Roland Quad-Capture and there's no software for Linux or at least that was the case in the end of April or something.)
And if I could somehow get that laptop I could also listen to some good music at Tartu with the speakers, putting them on a bit more loudly than the std small speaker of laptop. I used to do this alot at the end of 2013, listening to Beethoven and dancing alot and everything.
Ok gotta go for the potatos otherwise my mom could get pissed off (nah just kidding!!). But I really need the potatos as there's some nice orgonite dropped around the field so when you eat the potatos it's actually good against the electromagnetic fields of the city!!! See ya!! Cheers and much love!!
Was
watching football with my father and really enjoying the evening. Gonna
take a hot bath or something and freely enjoy all of the luxuries of
this world!! The weather is really nice, we had some dry thunder above
the potato fieldos and things got mixed up a little bit. Other than
that, I am still waiting and meanwhile reading some good old letters: http://www.thenietzschechannel.com/corresp…/…/nlett-1889.htm
It is mostly ramble but there's also some good content inside.There was this specific inner expression, or feeling, so to call it that I had a few days ago when playing piano in Tartu. I was messing around with the voice of the strings and suddenly all of the Himalayas started to play again. Again I was that little boy standing or wandering alone in the mountains, with no one else to go along with but it didn't matter because it was so beautiful. It's like I had been transported in the middle of the 3rd movement of Beethoven's Ninth but it was much more immediate and childlike, the sound of the fresh mountains; did you know that you can actually feel and hear the air?? But it is much much more than that; it is not about going back to the past, it is rather that the sound is coming up and starting to play from within, so it is actually about being fully in the present moment... And I knew that the inner child in the mountains was absolutely allright - even more than that, he had quietly walked down, only the eagerest ears maybe capable of noticing his quiet tune - he had most charmingly walked back to help me out.
For I by myself had sent him up there to discover what cannot be discovered. Once from a channeling I got this message that "our task here is to do the impossible", so for a challenge like that we maybe need to put all of our passion and creativity to a test, and, if the situation requires, develop our empathy to such degrees that we're even capable to embrace the madness and self-torture by divine feminine, that is, to somehow impossibly transform it to an acceptable form so that nobody gets hurt too much.
There is so much that I would love to tell but I need to hold myself back, because, this is what I have maybe learned during my ventures (just maybe): the emotional healing is actually much more important than just "facing the facts" and harsh cold truths. Because, if there is no enjoyment or beauty about the facts that you're about to face yet; then, it might be actually wise to somehow; yes, this is taking a lot of flexibility for me to say something like this! - it might be actually VERY wise to beautify the truth first before throwing it out as if it was some old dirty garbage.
Whenever you see something that heavily disturbs you, you always have the option to choose: what is your reaction or approach or attitude towards the energy that is coming in your direction? You could percieve yourself as a victim, but that is only one option out of many many, and you can, and I do - regularly invent new approaches about this and test them out on myself. (Phewh!) And even now, the whole situation is still so challenging for me, but in a much different way. For I feel that now, somehow I need to take the next test and learn how to actually get in to those schools.
I think it was in May when I was thinking about my future plans and then I had this dreamlike inner feeling of fullfillment, that I had and could actually find my place in this world. I saw the music school in Tartu and I knew that this place had been waiting for me, it was almost as if my own dream had created it and now I was entering into that dream and this feeling was so strong, it was like I had known it for certain, it was not even a question. So I knew that I absolutely had to go into that music school.
But it got emotionally much much tougher than I had expected, facing constant and surprising sudden pressures from all kind of ancient sources... And also the helicopter started to come when I first tried to enter the building. It seemed that it was so important for some forces to keep blocking my entrance into their world. So they made it extremely tough emotionally for me to even go near that house, and yea then feeding me their own ancient karma. This was REALLY intense. I will describe it in a minute.
Yup and the second part is about the fall:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDXWK3W477w
I have practiced self-healing alot, yoga and everything. Ok here's one of my favourite pieces of all time:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZU67jLOJ7I
Btw Vladimir Ashkenazy is one of the best pianists I have ever heard!! Barenboim and Bernstein being some of my favourite conductors.......
I also like Yundi Li alot, especially his Chopin interpretations!!
Tere!
Today I was gathering a lot of vegetables from the garden and from the field. Gotta start some cooking in the town. I never really liked cooking by myself and really sucked at it, but now, at the European Rainbow Gathering I really learned the value of what it could be. The art of cooking, gotta practice that one!!
How I visited India in 2014.
Chapter 1.
Part 1. Delhi.
1) At the airport.
I arrived to Delhi at 2 o'clock in the night or something and I was really confused. Alone in a foreign country and atmosphere I walked around quite randomly in front of the Delhi airport and the weather was really foggy.
I didn't know where to go or what to do. Then a taxi driver approached me and asked me where do I want to go. So I said I have this friend in Delhi and I have his phone nr but no phone, so he gave me his phone to make the call.
He said it was not allowed to use the mobile phone in front of the airport but we did it anyway. Looking back, it seemed to me that he remained quite close to me all the time, making sure that I don't leave him.
So I made the call and woke up my poker friend at two o'clock in the night. He wasn't too happy about it but I was so totally confused, so calling him seemed to me to be at least a step forward in some direction.
So yea he said to visit him the next day or something as it was the night time and he was sleeping with his family. So yea but this phone call calmed me down at least a little bit.
So after the phone call I still didn't know what to do or where to go. But there was this taxi driver and he kept asking me these questions such as: where are you going? So he told me that I can go with him and he will take me to a hotel or something.
So next day I somehow successfully made it to the friends house. They cook me really delicious Hindi food and the wife was constantly bringing in more food as we ate.
So at the friends' house we started to make plans about my trip. I wanted to go to Rishikesh, to the north and maybe then to the Himalayas. But my friend told me that it was too cold there (it was in January), and that it would be much better if I took a round-trip thru the whole India as a tourist, starting from the west.
So yea I agreed but I didn't mention to him that my money was about to end very soon. So I just took the offer and we went to the bus station together and then I proceeded with a bus to Jaipur. This was a lot of fun and the trip was just about to get started. It was just only the beginning of a great adventure that was yet about to unfold for me!!
I arrived to Jaipur and again I was being taken to a hotel. But it was a pretty nice one this time and they offered room service with really cheap food and delicious chai.
(The first hotel in Delhi I really payed the full tourist price and was being taken to their own special tourist centre and everything.)
So yea anyway, the next day in Jaipur I went to the city centre for some good old sightseeing. There was this big castle and lot of tourists and lot of people who were after the moniez. Overall it looked like the robbers' capital or something, this was my general feeling about Jaipur.
I arrived to Delhi at 2 o'clock in the night or something and I was really confused. Alone in a foreign country and atmosphere I walked around quite randomly in front of the Delhi airport and the weather was really foggy.
I didn't know where to go or what to do. Then a taxi driver approached me and asked me where do I want to go. So I said I have this friend in Delhi and I have his phone nr but no phone, so he gave me his phone to make the call.
He said it was not allowed to use the mobile phone in front of the airport but we did it anyway. Looking back, it seemed to me that he remained quite close to me all the time, making sure that I don't leave him.
So I made the call and woke up my poker friend at two o'clock in the night. He wasn't too happy about it but I was so totally confused, so calling him seemed to me to be at least a step forward in some direction.
So yea he said to visit him the next day or something as it was the night time and he was sleeping with his family. So yea but this phone call calmed me down at least a little bit.
So after the phone call I still didn't know what to do or where to go. But there was this taxi driver and he kept asking me these questions such as: where are you going? So he told me that I can go with him and he will take me to a hotel or something.
So next day I somehow successfully made it to the friends house. They cook me really delicious Hindi food and the wife was constantly bringing in more food as we ate.
So at the friends' house we started to make plans about my trip. I wanted to go to Rishikesh, to the north and maybe then to the Himalayas. But my friend told me that it was too cold there (it was in January), and that it would be much better if I took a round-trip thru the whole India as a tourist, starting from the west.
So yea I agreed but I didn't mention to him that my money was about to end very soon. So I just took the offer and we went to the bus station together and then I proceeded with a bus to Jaipur. This was a lot of fun and the trip was just about to get started. It was just only the beginning of a great adventure that was yet about to unfold for me!!
I arrived to Jaipur and again I was being taken to a hotel. But it was a pretty nice one this time and they offered room service with really cheap food and delicious chai.
(The first hotel in Delhi I really payed the full tourist price and was being taken to their own special tourist centre and everything.)
So yea anyway, the next day in Jaipur I went to the city centre for some good old sightseeing. There was this big castle and lot of tourists and lot of people who were after the moniez. Overall it looked like the robbers' capital or something, this was my general feeling about Jaipur.
But yea I proceeded with the intention to spend all of my money there,
and I even went much furtheroso. What happened? Maybe it was a Rajastani
version of "Into the wild!" or something. I had not seen the movie but I
had some ashtanga yoga experience and I had read some good content from
Drunvalo's books and I was really eager to put it into practice!! How
to follow your heart and just keep going no matter what (or anyway, how
were the instructions?? :D) Basically I started to really love what I
was doing and what followed was an outstanding attempt of individualism.
But yea this was last year in Rajastani so I really have to figure out
how to explain this all in an understandable system of signs or
something. Much love and peace!!
Chapter 2. A hero decides that it is time to go.
So I cut my bankcards with fingernail-scissors in their main castle. I drop my sleeping bag and my mobile phone from Estonia in the hotel. Then I walk out and I leave my expensive backpack full of different crystals on the streetside in front of the hotel. Then I walk out of the city empty-handed, with nothing but my passport and a few rose quartz crystals in my pocket.
Now the fun really begins. As I start to make my way out of the city - (I had a beautiful light green hoodie and thin brown trousers on - did anyone see me??) - I get some lovely curious attention from the locals and then, as the Way leads me out of the town, I see a lot of sand dunes and many children, mostly small boys flying kites. They say that they have a big kite-flying festival going on on that day all over Jaipur.
Chapter 2. A hero decides that it is time to go.
So I cut my bankcards with fingernail-scissors in their main castle. I drop my sleeping bag and my mobile phone from Estonia in the hotel. Then I walk out and I leave my expensive backpack full of different crystals on the streetside in front of the hotel. Then I walk out of the city empty-handed, with nothing but my passport and a few rose quartz crystals in my pocket.
Now the fun really begins. As I start to make my way out of the city - (I had a beautiful light green hoodie and thin brown trousers on - did anyone see me??) - I get some lovely curious attention from the locals and then, as the Way leads me out of the town, I see a lot of sand dunes and many children, mostly small boys flying kites. They say that they have a big kite-flying festival going on on that day all over Jaipur.
A little boy approaches me and asks me kindly to follow him and the other children up to the sand dunes.
From there I could clearly see a beautiful view to the city of Jaipur, unfolding in it's true majestic beauty in a dawn of the new day.
I felt really excited about where all of this was going to lead. There was another castle or ruins or something on top of the mountain behind us and I wanted to go and climb up there. And well, besides that, this seemed to be the only way out of that fucking city.
So I went down the sand dunes but when I started to make it for the mountain path, another guy (or was it the same?) started to follow me and told me that he can show me the way up to the hilltop. I gladly agreed as the path was indeed quite hard, taking curves between rocks and bushes. But yea I kept a smile on my face and followed this guy or whatever.
Ok yea so the weather was getting quite hot. So we climbed up the mountain together, but on the hilltop he asks me for money. I gave him 40 rupis or something, this was the last money that I had. But he was not satisfied and kept following me and led me to the ruins of the mountain castle, where there were guardians watching, standing tall like real warriors, attempting to get every penny out of a western tourist.
But I didn't have any money anymore so I simply walk thru the castle as if it was nothing. I go to the middle of the ruins and meditate a little bit and do some own inner ceremonies of mine, basically just praying and blessing the spot. After the meditation I walk down a little bit and continue to explore the ruins. They had some really nice stairs there.
Many times I felt that I could fall in love over and over again with the places that I saw there and where I stayed at. It felt as if it had once been an old home of my very own.
From there I could clearly see a beautiful view to the city of Jaipur, unfolding in it's true majestic beauty in a dawn of the new day.
I felt really excited about where all of this was going to lead. There was another castle or ruins or something on top of the mountain behind us and I wanted to go and climb up there. And well, besides that, this seemed to be the only way out of that fucking city.
So I went down the sand dunes but when I started to make it for the mountain path, another guy (or was it the same?) started to follow me and told me that he can show me the way up to the hilltop. I gladly agreed as the path was indeed quite hard, taking curves between rocks and bushes. But yea I kept a smile on my face and followed this guy or whatever.
Ok yea so the weather was getting quite hot. So we climbed up the mountain together, but on the hilltop he asks me for money. I gave him 40 rupis or something, this was the last money that I had. But he was not satisfied and kept following me and led me to the ruins of the mountain castle, where there were guardians watching, standing tall like real warriors, attempting to get every penny out of a western tourist.
But I didn't have any money anymore so I simply walk thru the castle as if it was nothing. I go to the middle of the ruins and meditate a little bit and do some own inner ceremonies of mine, basically just praying and blessing the spot. After the meditation I walk down a little bit and continue to explore the ruins. They had some really nice stairs there.
Many times I felt that I could fall in love over and over again with the places that I saw there and where I stayed at. It felt as if it had once been an old home of my very own.
Many times I got this feeling of deep inner satisfaction, between these
cold calming stone walls of ancient India, I often felt that I had
already been there before, but back then it had been such a lovely
experience, with my family and wife and children all around.
But now it seemed that the place had somehow survived a big catastrophe and this feeling of true homely piece was but of a distant memory. But it was still there, I could feel it from the stone walls and architecture of the ancient buildings, calming me down and relaxing me when I most desperately needed it.
Now I would like to talk a little bit about of what I did between Vienna and India, in the autumn of 2013. When I got back home to Tartu, I was really full of enthusiasm. I had made a lot of money in Vienna, I was young, handsome and confident in myself. I had a big Nike bluish sports bag full of expensive stuff that I had bought from Vienna (I spent there two months, July and August in 2013, playing piano and poker. You can read a little bit about it from my poker blog. You can google it: taavi1337 - noob learning FL )
So in that big sports bag that I bought from Vienna to Tartu I had:
a brand new Samsung laptop bought from Vienna
a collection of original Tolkien books
original Nietzche's "Also sprach Zarathustra" from Germany
many other good English books that I had ordered to the Vienna apartment where I was living.
But now it seemed that the place had somehow survived a big catastrophe and this feeling of true homely piece was but of a distant memory. But it was still there, I could feel it from the stone walls and architecture of the ancient buildings, calming me down and relaxing me when I most desperately needed it.
Now I would like to talk a little bit about of what I did between Vienna and India, in the autumn of 2013. When I got back home to Tartu, I was really full of enthusiasm. I had made a lot of money in Vienna, I was young, handsome and confident in myself. I had a big Nike bluish sports bag full of expensive stuff that I had bought from Vienna (I spent there two months, July and August in 2013, playing piano and poker. You can read a little bit about it from my poker blog. You can google it: taavi1337 - noob learning FL )
So in that big sports bag that I bought from Vienna to Tartu I had:
a brand new Samsung laptop bought from Vienna
a collection of original Tolkien books
original Nietzche's "Also sprach Zarathustra" from Germany
many other good English books that I had ordered to the Vienna apartment where I was living.
And I also had a collection of full Beethoven's piano sonatas and many
other notes that I had bought from a shop in Vienna. Also I had really
expensive AKG headphones in there and I still have them and I love
them!!
So basically I had a lot of money on many bank cards and a lot of free time and I was full of energy, ready to put it wherever I felt like or what I was the most interested in at the moment.. This was a lot of freedom and richness, it was in September 2013.
Well, what happened to the money and everything, you might ask? That is a very good question. With pleasure I shall describe you the following, so please listen.
So again, when I got back home to Tartu in September 2013, I suddenly started to watch the Spirit Science videos on Youtube by a guy who calls himself Jordan David I think. He has made a bunch of really good videos about what's happening in the world and I think I basically watched all of them in a row back then, as much as was available back then and as fast that he could post new ones, haha. I was really following him. I was absorbing the info as fast as I could, my mind constantly expanding and curiosity, joy and enthusiasm growing.
So basically I had a lot of money on many bank cards and a lot of free time and I was full of energy, ready to put it wherever I felt like or what I was the most interested in at the moment.. This was a lot of freedom and richness, it was in September 2013.
Well, what happened to the money and everything, you might ask? That is a very good question. With pleasure I shall describe you the following, so please listen.
So again, when I got back home to Tartu in September 2013, I suddenly started to watch the Spirit Science videos on Youtube by a guy who calls himself Jordan David I think. He has made a bunch of really good videos about what's happening in the world and I think I basically watched all of them in a row back then, as much as was available back then and as fast that he could post new ones, haha. I was really following him. I was absorbing the info as fast as I could, my mind constantly expanding and curiosity, joy and enthusiasm growing.
The exclusiveness of the way in which the information was provided and being presented was truly awesome.
How did I find the videos? - You might ask. Well, they were recommended to me by a military friend in Rome. Let me explain this a bit further.
In 2012 we made a nice trip to Rome. We stayed there for one week, mostly eating pizza and drinking beer and sightseeing really hard. We were really into it and every daywe took a tram or something and walked together as we were discovering new aspects of what was left of the ancient Rome.
One day we also visited the Mediterranean Sea, swimming and sunbathing and enjoying some cold beers and other drinks and fast food. This was really nice.
So anyway, one evening in the hotel room as we were watching the TV and laying comfortably in our bed.s, we started to discuss about meditation and stuff and mushrooms (he had done them but I had not!!). So yeaand then he tells me again about this video series: "Ancient human history" or "True human history" or "Real human history or something. It is on Youtube in the Spirit Science series but I cannot post the link right now because it is not allowed and it is blocked here on this computer of the public library of Tartu.
Thank you!!
So back to Rajasthan with the story.
I walk down these stairs and continue to discover the ruins. Then there is this guy sitting on the corner of a small tower and having a look over the area. Basically he looked like a hindi tourist (now I start to suspect that he was not just sitting there.) I think he had a motorcycle next to him. He invites me to sit next to him and offers me nicely to take a sip from his beer.
I happily accept and we talk a little bit but then he asks me some money for sipping the beer that he offered. I think he asks 50 rupees or something (Actually I don't care how much it was and I don't think it matters too much. But maybe for some grey people it is the most important thing in this universe, who knows.)
How did I find the videos? - You might ask. Well, they were recommended to me by a military friend in Rome. Let me explain this a bit further.
In 2012 we made a nice trip to Rome. We stayed there for one week, mostly eating pizza and drinking beer and sightseeing really hard. We were really into it and every daywe took a tram or something and walked together as we were discovering new aspects of what was left of the ancient Rome.
One day we also visited the Mediterranean Sea, swimming and sunbathing and enjoying some cold beers and other drinks and fast food. This was really nice.
So anyway, one evening in the hotel room as we were watching the TV and laying comfortably in our bed.s, we started to discuss about meditation and stuff and mushrooms (he had done them but I had not!!). So yeaand then he tells me again about this video series: "Ancient human history" or "True human history" or "Real human history or something. It is on Youtube in the Spirit Science series but I cannot post the link right now because it is not allowed and it is blocked here on this computer of the public library of Tartu.
Thank you!!
So back to Rajasthan with the story.
I walk down these stairs and continue to discover the ruins. Then there is this guy sitting on the corner of a small tower and having a look over the area. Basically he looked like a hindi tourist (now I start to suspect that he was not just sitting there.) I think he had a motorcycle next to him. He invites me to sit next to him and offers me nicely to take a sip from his beer.
I happily accept and we talk a little bit but then he asks me some money for sipping the beer that he offered. I think he asks 50 rupees or something (Actually I don't care how much it was and I don't think it matters too much. But maybe for some grey people it is the most important thing in this universe, who knows.)
I tell him that I have no money and then he leaves me alone pretty fast after some small arguing about it.
So I walk on and continue with my discoveries. Then I take a rest behind some bushes and carve some message in a stone, I don't exactly remember what. I think something really simple, just a small sign of love, a heart sign or something.
I wake up because I think a goat was coming and sniffing my feet or something.
Then I walk on and I climb up to a higher stone platform and it is so warm and nice and sunny and so I fall asleep there, on the edge of the ruins of that castle. I sleep much longer now and rest pretty well.
So I walk on and continue with my discoveries. Then I take a rest behind some bushes and carve some message in a stone, I don't exactly remember what. I think something really simple, just a small sign of love, a heart sign or something.
I wake up because I think a goat was coming and sniffing my feet or something.
Then I walk on and I climb up to a higher stone platform and it is so warm and nice and sunny and so I fall asleep there, on the edge of the ruins of that castle. I sleep much longer now and rest pretty well.
Then an old shepherd with a dog approaches I think and starts talking
in hindi. He actually helps me and points me the way out of the ruins.
This was a rather big area and I was quite lost there. So I walk in the
direction that he points and go on.
Then something quite weird happens (so far a rather tourist trip or what). As I walk on a path that is next to the outer castle wall, suddenly there is this guy like 50 meters in front of me.
He is drinking whiskey and flying a kite, but when I walk near him he suddenly runs back to the direction where I came from with his kite and leaves his water bottle and whiskey bottle to the spot where he was before.
And he remains pretty far but I had this feeling that he was always silently checking if I drink his drinks or not.
Then something quite weird happens (so far a rather tourist trip or what). As I walk on a path that is next to the outer castle wall, suddenly there is this guy like 50 meters in front of me.
He is drinking whiskey and flying a kite, but when I walk near him he suddenly runs back to the direction where I came from with his kite and leaves his water bottle and whiskey bottle to the spot where he was before.
And he remains pretty far but I had this feeling that he was always silently checking if I drink his drinks or not.
I got this sudden inner knowing that it was a temptation test, if I would steal or not, but it was way too obvious.
So I simply walk on after wandering about the situation a little bit.
Soon I see some people sitting down in grass having a small merry picnic with tomatoes and onions and whiskey and there was something else as well which was really delicious.
So yes they invited me to join them and happily shared their food and drinks with me. This I really liked, as I was quite hungry already. Much love and thanks to these people, you gave me a nice and necessary faith/boost after these weird thieves!
What is your biggest fear? My biggest fear is the solfeggio test at the music school and that's where I will go.
What are your favourite movies? Some of my favourite movies are:
300
36th Chamber of Shaolin
Eroica
Immortal Beloved
David and Bathsheba
Spartacus
Lord of the Rings trilogy
The Hobbit
Avatar
Revolver by Guy Ritchie
Sherlock Holmes
Ocean's 11, 12, 13
Pokerstars Big Game
Poker after Dark
Life of Brian
So I simply walk on after wandering about the situation a little bit.
Soon I see some people sitting down in grass having a small merry picnic with tomatoes and onions and whiskey and there was something else as well which was really delicious.
So yes they invited me to join them and happily shared their food and drinks with me. This I really liked, as I was quite hungry already. Much love and thanks to these people, you gave me a nice and necessary faith/boost after these weird thieves!
What are your favourite movies? Some of my favourite movies are:
300
36th Chamber of Shaolin
Eroica
Immortal Beloved
David and Bathsheba
Spartacus
Lord of the Rings trilogy
The Hobbit
Avatar
Revolver by Guy Ritchie
Sherlock Holmes
Ocean's 11, 12, 13
Pokerstars Big Game
Poker after Dark
Life of Brian
One of my all-time favourites is The Secret by Jay Chou or whoever
wrote it! (not the mainstream "Secret" movie but the Japanese one about a
boy who plays the piano).
This inspired me a lot!!
A real thief in the dark. This one, is for my agent.
She could go through the nights and attaqck exactly where it was needed the most with such precision, that is was incredible and spectacular at the same time. But you could actually not spectaculate too much, because she was already coming from your back or from a completely unknown and seemingly random angle. But she knew, oh, she knew _very_ well what she was doing.
What I did at Estonian, HQ:
*) Divine feminine and twin flame love light energy through the curicification blockage
*) Mother goddess energy through that blockage
This inspired me a lot!!
A real thief in the dark. This one, is for my agent.
She could go through the nights and attaqck exactly where it was needed the most with such precision, that is was incredible and spectacular at the same time. But you could actually not spectaculate too much, because she was already coming from your back or from a completely unknown and seemingly random angle. But she knew, oh, she knew _very_ well what she was doing.
What I did at Estonian, HQ:
*) Divine feminine and twin flame love light energy through the curicification blockage
*) Mother goddess energy through that blockage
I think they were both successful, the last one I almost got killed.
*) I also called back the red-black storm by connecting with Milarepa and singing and flying around in a dream
*) I also called in the astral levels by singing and drumming.
*) I also climb a tree and sing a new dawn for Estonia and the planet
There was actually much more going on, but I feel that these aspects needed healing and clarification the most. If any questions, please ask.
She was too quick to trace, too beautiful to be caught in the realms of the ugly, and then, at the very next moment she could be standing right next to you or starting a casual talk or offering some almonds just as if it was any other beautiful day in the forest.
I don't know how, but she alwayays managed to do it with such simplicity that you instantly forgot about what was troubling you before.
If anything calmed me down in this world, it was her presence. She could just be with me for a few seconds and I always got so peaceful.
*) I also called back the red-black storm by connecting with Milarepa and singing and flying around in a dream
*) I also called in the astral levels by singing and drumming.
*) I also climb a tree and sing a new dawn for Estonia and the planet
There was actually much more going on, but I feel that these aspects needed healing and clarification the most. If any questions, please ask.
She was too quick to trace, too beautiful to be caught in the realms of the ugly, and then, at the very next moment she could be standing right next to you or starting a casual talk or offering some almonds just as if it was any other beautiful day in the forest.
I don't know how, but she alwayays managed to do it with such simplicity that you instantly forgot about what was troubling you before.
If anything calmed me down in this world, it was her presence. She could just be with me for a few seconds and I always got so peaceful.
Justice was her very gift and she always managed to deliver it with
such a charming way that you would never know how extremely sharp it
actually was.
Well, one thing for sure - I would not want to oppose her when she decides that it is time to go.
I was just about to post something but then I felt a sudden urge to pee. I don't know where it was coming from but I would like these kind of things to stop if they're not coming from my own inner essence.
So today I was just sitting in my room and looking at the floor and then a random question popped up in my mind. It was this:
How to develop a character?
And I started to think about it to find some answers. And what I mostly thought and felt about it was:
Well, one thing for sure - I would not want to oppose her when she decides that it is time to go.
I was just about to post something but then I felt a sudden urge to pee. I don't know where it was coming from but I would like these kind of things to stop if they're not coming from my own inner essence.
So today I was just sitting in my room and looking at the floor and then a random question popped up in my mind. It was this:
How to develop a character?
And I started to think about it to find some answers. And what I mostly thought and felt about it was:
To develop a character I think it is important to practice doing what
you love the most. So you can actually develop yourself by practice in
any direction that you wish to proceed. In my own experience, I have
found that if you add in some virtues, that is practice being virtuous,
and live your life in that way, the results turned out to be more
enjoyable and beneficial and exciting than then when I was not
practicing being virtuous.
Also I wondered by myself today and thought about this: how to find a clear and enjoyable way to ask questions from others? I think that it would be much easier to answer if there are actually questions being asked. How else would the answerer know, what are the listeners interested in?
Basically I was being provided the opportuni9ty to stay at his house alone for quite a while. But then I discover that the way he arranged his things in his house, actually told his own painful story. It was like a language of signs through simple items and symbols, such as religious symbols.
I could feel that he was very attached to these items and symbols. I could also feel the deep emotional pain and fear that he had about these items, they seemed to hold a lot of tragic emotional value to him.
He would get very concerned and even angry if any of these items would be moved or broken. (Well yes and as you might guess, this is where I come in.)
When I see any being attaching to his own pain or fear too much, I do my best to help him or her release that emotional pain, so that he or she would feel better.
But sometimes the pain is combined with fear, for example, if the deep pain of the loss of a loved wife is combined with the fear that others would discover how secretly famous a person actually is, it can be a really tough case to go near that person emotionally and actually somehow embrace that emotional pain, beacuse the person wouldn't let you near because he could be so afraid that you might somehow discover who he really is and what he has actually been doing here.
So there was a lot of pain but mostly the fear of discovery in this scenario, this is how it seemed to me. Any emotional help on that case much appreciato!!
What I did was that I went back to the original trauma of mine, the fall of Atlantis, and absorbed the info really fast.
I did this by re-experiencing the situation emotionally in India in January-May 2014.
I came back to Estoni8a in May 2014 and since then I have been intensively healing myself.
Also I wondered by myself today and thought about this: how to find a clear and enjoyable way to ask questions from others? I think that it would be much easier to answer if there are actually questions being asked. How else would the answerer know, what are the listeners interested in?
Basically I was being provided the opportuni9ty to stay at his house alone for quite a while. But then I discover that the way he arranged his things in his house, actually told his own painful story. It was like a language of signs through simple items and symbols, such as religious symbols.
I could feel that he was very attached to these items and symbols. I could also feel the deep emotional pain and fear that he had about these items, they seemed to hold a lot of tragic emotional value to him.
He would get very concerned and even angry if any of these items would be moved or broken. (Well yes and as you might guess, this is where I come in.)
When I see any being attaching to his own pain or fear too much, I do my best to help him or her release that emotional pain, so that he or she would feel better.
But sometimes the pain is combined with fear, for example, if the deep pain of the loss of a loved wife is combined with the fear that others would discover how secretly famous a person actually is, it can be a really tough case to go near that person emotionally and actually somehow embrace that emotional pain, beacuse the person wouldn't let you near because he could be so afraid that you might somehow discover who he really is and what he has actually been doing here.
So there was a lot of pain but mostly the fear of discovery in this scenario, this is how it seemed to me. Any emotional help on that case much appreciato!!
What I did was that I went back to the original trauma of mine, the fall of Atlantis, and absorbed the info really fast.
I did this by re-experiencing the situation emotionally in India in January-May 2014.
I came back to Estoni8a in May 2014 and since then I have been intensively healing myself.
I have also been in contact with other persons, who have also been traumatized by the fall of Atlantis.
I have done my best to help them as well, but it has been quite a hard time for me.
I am interested in how to reveal the information in such a way that it would be gentle and caring for the female aspect of ourselves.
On a personal note I would like to add, that I am who I am because of the intense experiences that I have gone through in the past.
I have done a lot of yoga and I have practiced a lot of meditation in solitude and in this way I have somehow developed a rather good sense of who I am as an individual.
I have done my best to help them as well, but it has been quite a hard time for me.
I am interested in how to reveal the information in such a way that it would be gentle and caring for the female aspect of ourselves.
On a personal note I would like to add, that I am who I am because of the intense experiences that I have gone through in the past.
I have done a lot of yoga and I have practiced a lot of meditation in solitude and in this way I have somehow developed a rather good sense of who I am as an individual.
What I lack is
the cooperation skills with other people, because I simply don't have
too much experience in that. But I would be very happy to practice
communicating with other people as well.
Also I am not sure how to solve my financial situation. Right now I do not have money and I don't have a passport or a valid ID. Any help in this would be much appreciated!
I went for the ID-card but they asked me 25 euros. Of course I don't have it and then she says that I will not get the document. Kinda boring and slow game.
My intention is basically to inspire and make you realize so that life would be more exciting! I do not mean to offend, or if you somehow feel offended by my posts, it might actually be a beneficial consequence, such as a release of a fear or something. I really don't know, I am basically just a child playing around, don't take me too seriously!! I always love you and feedback always appreciato!!
So if you have any questions what could I write about (if you're actually interested), you can always post it right here in the comments or add me a friend or write a message or come talk to me or however you feel like!!
Because, I am getting quite bored only communicating with other people via Facebook. I would like close personal physical talks.
So yes my preferred way of communicating with the world would be close personal physical talks with real persons.
Thank you!!
Last night few minutes after midnight I got confirmation that our galaxy survives.
I love you and I am ok.
Today my sister came to me and picked me up with a car. We go to the police again and this time I got accepted and I got a confirmation that the case is being solved.
I took a nice long bath and then singing in a shower for quite a while. Great healing going on all around I feel. No need to project the fears on others, we can just healthily release them or sing them out or however you feel like! Love and blessings
Question: What happened in European Rainbow Gathering in Lithuania, July-August 2015?
Answer:
Well, basically the whole area was constantly being pressurized by the priesthood and also by the beings who had come down for all kinds of unhealthy curiosity.
Also I am not sure how to solve my financial situation. Right now I do not have money and I don't have a passport or a valid ID. Any help in this would be much appreciated!
I went for the ID-card but they asked me 25 euros. Of course I don't have it and then she says that I will not get the document. Kinda boring and slow game.
My intention is basically to inspire and make you realize so that life would be more exciting! I do not mean to offend, or if you somehow feel offended by my posts, it might actually be a beneficial consequence, such as a release of a fear or something. I really don't know, I am basically just a child playing around, don't take me too seriously!! I always love you and feedback always appreciato!!
So if you have any questions what could I write about (if you're actually interested), you can always post it right here in the comments or add me a friend or write a message or come talk to me or however you feel like!!
Because, I am getting quite bored only communicating with other people via Facebook. I would like close personal physical talks.
So yes my preferred way of communicating with the world would be close personal physical talks with real persons.
Thank you!!
Last night few minutes after midnight I got confirmation that our galaxy survives.
I love you and I am ok.
Today my sister came to me and picked me up with a car. We go to the police again and this time I got accepted and I got a confirmation that the case is being solved.
I took a nice long bath and then singing in a shower for quite a while. Great healing going on all around I feel. No need to project the fears on others, we can just healthily release them or sing them out or however you feel like! Love and blessings
Question: What happened in European Rainbow Gathering in Lithuania, July-August 2015?
Answer:
Well, basically the whole area was constantly being pressurized by the priesthood and also by the beings who had come down for all kinds of unhealthy curiosity.
They were
getting rather aggressive in their behavior and approaches, so we were
getting quite upset all the time there, basically working and fighting
back 24/7.
We did this by using our sexual energies mostly, also I brought in the starlight as the situations were getting very extreme and dangerously upsetting for us.
We successfully fought back and in the end I went from Lithuania to Estonia for two weeks (16-28. August), mostly barefoot (I drop the shoes pretty fast after two days or something) and on my instincts (connecting with Viswaamitra-Milarepa survival etc), walking and hiding in the forest as she had taught me and sometimes hitchhiking but mostly walking on the roads, singing and cleansing and doing the gridwork.
Answer continuing:
I basically had the whole Atlantis behind me, trying to stop me. I also got tackled down by the police and I was put into arrest chamber. But I got out very fast after I sing a little bit of Rachmaninov to them.
I was also taken to Lithuanian embassy because no passport (I burned my passport in May 2015 in order to accept and embrace my full galactic identity.)
We did this by using our sexual energies mostly, also I brought in the starlight as the situations were getting very extreme and dangerously upsetting for us.
We successfully fought back and in the end I went from Lithuania to Estonia for two weeks (16-28. August), mostly barefoot (I drop the shoes pretty fast after two days or something) and on my instincts (connecting with Viswaamitra-Milarepa survival etc), walking and hiding in the forest as she had taught me and sometimes hitchhiking but mostly walking on the roads, singing and cleansing and doing the gridwork.
Answer continuing:
I basically had the whole Atlantis behind me, trying to stop me. I also got tackled down by the police and I was put into arrest chamber. But I got out very fast after I sing a little bit of Rachmaninov to them.
I was also taken to Lithuanian embassy because no passport (I burned my passport in May 2015 in order to accept and embrace my full galactic identity.)
But yea the embassy went really smooth and I walk out pretty pure.
I also break in into two 4-dimensional houses in Lithuania, one was a priesthood house (this is where I get tackled down in the morning) and the other was an old manor house, a hotel.
I sleep the night and attempt to cook in the morning at the priest's house (but this where I got caught and they ask me to turn off the gas) and I sleep the night and take some cold refrigated food from the 4-dimensional hotel house and I later successfully cook and eat it on a campfire in the forest.
I got into both houses throught the window, and later the second house I also successfully escaped through the window in the morning as I felt the fear energies coming in. So I succesfully ran and it was alright after that, intense, but alright you could call it.
Well anyway the journey continued and after a lot of walking I made it back to Tartu on 28th of August, full moon.
Question: How did you survive the walk?
Answer:
I eat a lot of apples from the apple trees. I had practiced raw food diet + yoga before (at the end of 2013), so I actually had some experience in this.
If any questions about what to post, please ask. I have some Indian story already written down a bit and I also have some female encouragement written down, basically poetry that explains and encourages a little bit. I can also tell you more about the Rainbow gathering because that was really intense or my run or my life or who I am or how and where I was born in 1991 in Tartu or whatever you feel that you're interested in.
Much love!!
Taavi
So
yea I was born on 22nd of July, 1991 in Tartu, Estonia. My name is
Taavi Timm. I went to Rannu Secondary School for 12 years. First 18
years of my life I was living together with my parents near Lake
Võrtsjärv, at the Limnology Centre. My father and grandfather are both
biologists. My mother also has a degree in biology but she was mostly
not working after the children were born, just staying at home with
children and cooking for us, also she was really into gardening and forests.
I also sometimes accompanied her, rising up with the sunrise in summer,
going to forest for the wild strawberries, later making our own yoghurt
from them.
I also break in into two 4-dimensional houses in Lithuania, one was a priesthood house (this is where I get tackled down in the morning) and the other was an old manor house, a hotel.
I sleep the night and attempt to cook in the morning at the priest's house (but this where I got caught and they ask me to turn off the gas) and I sleep the night and take some cold refrigated food from the 4-dimensional hotel house and I later successfully cook and eat it on a campfire in the forest.
I got into both houses throught the window, and later the second house I also successfully escaped through the window in the morning as I felt the fear energies coming in. So I succesfully ran and it was alright after that, intense, but alright you could call it.
Well anyway the journey continued and after a lot of walking I made it back to Tartu on 28th of August, full moon.
Question: How did you survive the walk?
Answer:
I eat a lot of apples from the apple trees. I had practiced raw food diet + yoga before (at the end of 2013), so I actually had some experience in this.
If any questions about what to post, please ask. I have some Indian story already written down a bit and I also have some female encouragement written down, basically poetry that explains and encourages a little bit. I can also tell you more about the Rainbow gathering because that was really intense or my run or my life or who I am or how and where I was born in 1991 in Tartu or whatever you feel that you're interested in.
Much love!!
Taavi
As a small boy I
really liked fishing a lot at the lake and mushrooming, and playing
around with the neighbor's children. We really had a lot of fun
together, inventing our own games and all.
My father had taught me how to make my own fishing rod and how to fish with it. I spent a lot of time alone at the lake fishing and at the forest mushrooming.
My mother teached me about gardening and everything, how to grow potatoes and how to take care of the garden.
My father also taught me how to make campfire and we also went hiking a lot together with our family members. This I loved a lot!!
The ancient scream in the dark, followed by another criminal recording, gone no further than it used to be, no need for the lack of destructive damaging behavior, ready only to manipulate and kill.
But a step no further, this none of the horrors of yours would be too deep for me to drown into, gone with a flashing tail and nothing left but a damaging ancestral value of starlines, hidden deep into the mysteries of the original book of the time-master itself by this galaxy.
There used to be more and it used to be even heavier than this that we're currently reading at and facing upon, however, the need to describe one's true feelings was growing and doing the lots of the homework, required only for the deep emotional release.
The angels were flying by but the darkness was growing into some kind of beneficial mist, never to be seen again or touched upon, unto this very core existance that never ceased to belong to this very inner issue of those who were not yet ready to handle the situation.
I am merely describing the very shallow upflute of those tunes, and I do not know for what is required for you to be done, but no, that is not the emptiness or hollow where I wish to lead you into.
A great warrior was risen out of the dusts of the old, both capable of caring and happily taking the responsibility, while at the same time remaining a pure innocent child.
However, the horrifying truth was that they were all trapped into some kind of habitual fears or fear-based patterns and I was unable to either help or run away.
There was a desperate need for a female, but this was the only thing that we seemed to be unable to get down here.
So I was doing my best to cleanse the fears and pains as fast as possible, otherwise the accumulated, rather homely environment would not have remained in such a lovely and approachable conditions.
I still feel the post-dramatic ancestarl values, safely holding them, never to be thrown again into the mists of the unknown.
Because I am here for you and I do feel capable of dissolving these emotional entanglements that you seem to love so much
But there is no need to step any further than the good taste requires, otherwise the beauty of the game would be a little bit lost and this is not what I wish to accomplish.
What I truly wish is to enjoy the benefits of the world, such as in the end of the movie "The Rise of the Dark Knight".
i think in the end they just get together and have a chat at the cafe' but everybody's looking for the Batman from underground tunnels and secret laboratories.
I would very much like to sound more simple but for that I do need some simple feedback.
I will continue with the Indian story, last part was being told in September 13 in Tartu Kaubamaja and the last paragraph was this:
"So yes they invited me to join them and happily shared their food and drinks with me. This I really liked, as I was quite hungry already. Much love and thanks to these people, you gave me a nice and necessary faith/boost after these weird thieves!"
At the next part of the castle on the mountain there were many people flying kites, because there was a kite-flying festival in Jaipur.
Some of these kite-flyers kindly ask me to join them and teach me how to fly a kite. But I was really clumsy at it and the strings got mixed up and it got a little bit messy and my kite fell down pretty fast. I did not want to try again, but they seemed to enjoy the kite-flying alot but I don't like it too much, it was rather lonely and dry.
So there are these another people sitting at a rooftop of an ancient house. I climb down there and up a ladder and they do offer me water and I like it because I was thirsty.
Then there were these other youngster people hanging around with their moto-scooters. They invite me to join them but offer no water. Instead they pull out their mobile phones and put on some music and we dance around a little bit on these hills as the sun is soon about to set.
So they start to leave and I feel lonely and try to cling to them or something and they ask me if I want beer and I say yes but that I don't have any money and then they say - no money, no beer - and ride away with their moto-scooters to the town.
Now I feel really bad about it that I don't have the money to buy the beer or whatever, that's how they try to attach you down emotionally. It is very simple but it can cause a big mess in the galaxy I guess.
As a brave pilgrim I proceed with my light green hoodie on, sun shining right into my cheerful face. I walk on and I feel really strong and I think that I also have the handwoven winter-hat on that my mother made me. I was actually really happy that these motoscooter people had left without a trace back to the town, or whatever their dwelling place was about to be, I don't know.
I did proceed on my own and soon the sun was about to set. I made a stop on a small hill to meditate a bit.
I promised myself to meditate my way out of the world because I was bored of it. So I made a vow that I will stay on that hill for three days.
I also throw away the rose quartz crystals that were in my pocket as an offering to Mother Earth.
So I sit there and meditate and it is already getting dark. What I remember about it is that I could see this lake from the thure and suddenly when it is getting dark they start to shoot a lot of fireworks into the sky, as if they were there to congratulate me.
My father had taught me how to make my own fishing rod and how to fish with it. I spent a lot of time alone at the lake fishing and at the forest mushrooming.
My mother teached me about gardening and everything, how to grow potatoes and how to take care of the garden.
My father also taught me how to make campfire and we also went hiking a lot together with our family members. This I loved a lot!!
The ancient scream in the dark, followed by another criminal recording, gone no further than it used to be, no need for the lack of destructive damaging behavior, ready only to manipulate and kill.
But a step no further, this none of the horrors of yours would be too deep for me to drown into, gone with a flashing tail and nothing left but a damaging ancestral value of starlines, hidden deep into the mysteries of the original book of the time-master itself by this galaxy.
There used to be more and it used to be even heavier than this that we're currently reading at and facing upon, however, the need to describe one's true feelings was growing and doing the lots of the homework, required only for the deep emotional release.
The angels were flying by but the darkness was growing into some kind of beneficial mist, never to be seen again or touched upon, unto this very core existance that never ceased to belong to this very inner issue of those who were not yet ready to handle the situation.
I am merely describing the very shallow upflute of those tunes, and I do not know for what is required for you to be done, but no, that is not the emptiness or hollow where I wish to lead you into.
A great warrior was risen out of the dusts of the old, both capable of caring and happily taking the responsibility, while at the same time remaining a pure innocent child.
However, the horrifying truth was that they were all trapped into some kind of habitual fears or fear-based patterns and I was unable to either help or run away.
There was a desperate need for a female, but this was the only thing that we seemed to be unable to get down here.
So I was doing my best to cleanse the fears and pains as fast as possible, otherwise the accumulated, rather homely environment would not have remained in such a lovely and approachable conditions.
I still feel the post-dramatic ancestarl values, safely holding them, never to be thrown again into the mists of the unknown.
Because I am here for you and I do feel capable of dissolving these emotional entanglements that you seem to love so much
But there is no need to step any further than the good taste requires, otherwise the beauty of the game would be a little bit lost and this is not what I wish to accomplish.
What I truly wish is to enjoy the benefits of the world, such as in the end of the movie "The Rise of the Dark Knight".
i think in the end they just get together and have a chat at the cafe' but everybody's looking for the Batman from underground tunnels and secret laboratories.
I would very much like to sound more simple but for that I do need some simple feedback.
I will continue with the Indian story, last part was being told in September 13 in Tartu Kaubamaja and the last paragraph was this:
"So yes they invited me to join them and happily shared their food and drinks with me. This I really liked, as I was quite hungry already. Much love and thanks to these people, you gave me a nice and necessary faith/boost after these weird thieves!"
At the next part of the castle on the mountain there were many people flying kites, because there was a kite-flying festival in Jaipur.
Some of these kite-flyers kindly ask me to join them and teach me how to fly a kite. But I was really clumsy at it and the strings got mixed up and it got a little bit messy and my kite fell down pretty fast. I did not want to try again, but they seemed to enjoy the kite-flying alot but I don't like it too much, it was rather lonely and dry.
So there are these another people sitting at a rooftop of an ancient house. I climb down there and up a ladder and they do offer me water and I like it because I was thirsty.
Then there were these other youngster people hanging around with their moto-scooters. They invite me to join them but offer no water. Instead they pull out their mobile phones and put on some music and we dance around a little bit on these hills as the sun is soon about to set.
So they start to leave and I feel lonely and try to cling to them or something and they ask me if I want beer and I say yes but that I don't have any money and then they say - no money, no beer - and ride away with their moto-scooters to the town.
Now I feel really bad about it that I don't have the money to buy the beer or whatever, that's how they try to attach you down emotionally. It is very simple but it can cause a big mess in the galaxy I guess.
As a brave pilgrim I proceed with my light green hoodie on, sun shining right into my cheerful face. I walk on and I feel really strong and I think that I also have the handwoven winter-hat on that my mother made me. I was actually really happy that these motoscooter people had left without a trace back to the town, or whatever their dwelling place was about to be, I don't know.
I did proceed on my own and soon the sun was about to set. I made a stop on a small hill to meditate a bit.
I promised myself to meditate my way out of the world because I was bored of it. So I made a vow that I will stay on that hill for three days.
I also throw away the rose quartz crystals that were in my pocket as an offering to Mother Earth.
So I sit there and meditate and it is already getting dark. What I remember about it is that I could see this lake from the thure and suddenly when it is getting dark they start to shoot a lot of fireworks into the sky, as if they were there to congratulate me.
The fireworks go on and on for a very long time, truly amazing.
There were also peacocks coming and flying all around and some of them come walk quite near to me. They were really lovely and cute, flashing their beautiful colourful tails and making their specific sounds.
This whole experience was rather awesome, it was like a sign that I had somehow made it and that I was exactly at the right spot where I needed to be.
So I had made this vow to stay there for 3 days in a row, but it got really cold in the night and a bit uncomfortable so after 16 hours or so I got so hungry that I get a sudden impulse to quit and so I stand up and start to seek the way of how to walk down the mountain.
I walk down the mountain via the spiral road, a motorway, and cars are coming in my direction but my inner guidance tells me not to stop them by hitchhiking.
So I simply walk down the road just praying and calling for the higher self all the time, shivering of coldness, fear and hunger. I was really uncomfortable and trembling back then. Well, a first time is always a first time.
So I walk and shiver for like 2 kilometers when the road leads me past the lake and the lake castle and back to Jaipur.
I walk on a little bit and then suddenly my higher self leads me to a streetside next to a house and says: "This is the spot! Sit down and wait!" (yup this is pretty much how it happened in real life!! :)))
So I sit down there at the streetside in the middle of the night and wait for like 10 minutes. Then something really interesting happens.
First, a big elephant carrying a sleeping man walks by, coming from my left and going up the spiral mountainway where I came from. He goes really slowly as elephants do and I am like: "Wow! What could this mean?"
Then I wait for a few minutes and another elephant carrying a sleeping man walks by, coming from my left and going up the mountainway and following the first one. This was pretty amazing.
Then I wait for like 10 minutes more and then a white car comes from the direction where I also walked down from. It slows down and stops at my place and there these hindi guys come out and see that I am in trouble and ask how they can help me. So then they kindly ask me to go in their car and they ask what's the matter and they were really helpful and nice to me.
i was really happy that something finally happened to get me out of there (it was cold and hungry). But then of course they ask me:
"Where do you want to go?"
Luckily enough I had heard one of the kite-flyers utter the word "Pushkar", because he thought that I was a pilgrim or something. So I tell these people in the car that I want to go to Pushkar.
September 21 at 5:31pm
There were also peacocks coming and flying all around and some of them come walk quite near to me. They were really lovely and cute, flashing their beautiful colourful tails and making their specific sounds.
This whole experience was rather awesome, it was like a sign that I had somehow made it and that I was exactly at the right spot where I needed to be.
So I had made this vow to stay there for 3 days in a row, but it got really cold in the night and a bit uncomfortable so after 16 hours or so I got so hungry that I get a sudden impulse to quit and so I stand up and start to seek the way of how to walk down the mountain.
I walk down the mountain via the spiral road, a motorway, and cars are coming in my direction but my inner guidance tells me not to stop them by hitchhiking.
So I simply walk down the road just praying and calling for the higher self all the time, shivering of coldness, fear and hunger. I was really uncomfortable and trembling back then. Well, a first time is always a first time.
So I walk and shiver for like 2 kilometers when the road leads me past the lake and the lake castle and back to Jaipur.
I walk on a little bit and then suddenly my higher self leads me to a streetside next to a house and says: "This is the spot! Sit down and wait!" (yup this is pretty much how it happened in real life!! :)))
So I sit down there at the streetside in the middle of the night and wait for like 10 minutes. Then something really interesting happens.
First, a big elephant carrying a sleeping man walks by, coming from my left and going up the spiral mountainway where I came from. He goes really slowly as elephants do and I am like: "Wow! What could this mean?"
Then I wait for a few minutes and another elephant carrying a sleeping man walks by, coming from my left and going up the mountainway and following the first one. This was pretty amazing.
Then I wait for like 10 minutes more and then a white car comes from the direction where I also walked down from. It slows down and stops at my place and there these hindi guys come out and see that I am in trouble and ask how they can help me. So then they kindly ask me to go in their car and they ask what's the matter and they were really helpful and nice to me.
i was really happy that something finally happened to get me out of there (it was cold and hungry). But then of course they ask me:
"Where do you want to go?"
Luckily enough I had heard one of the kite-flyers utter the word "Pushkar", because he thought that I was a pilgrim or something. So I tell these people in the car that I want to go to Pushkar.
· Edited ·
I think this happened in January 13 or January 14 or something in 2014.September 21 at 5:31pm
yup it was in 2014, sorry
Right
now I am at my parent's place and everything's in very good order here.
I really love how it is and last night I made myself some yummy
sandwiches
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQGm0H9l9I4
I really like this interpretation!! :)))
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ludwig_van_Beethoven
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Py_jRvkP7ho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tO1zklA0CLo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I
Teal Swan - Energy Vampires
I will go on with telling the Indian story. Last paragraph I wrote here, in Tartu open library at September 21 and it was like this:
"Luckily enough I had heard one of the kite-flyers utter the word "Pushkar", because he thought that I was a pilgrim or something. So I tell these people in the car that I want to go to Pushkar."
So they take me to the bus station of Jaipur with their white car. It is quite near and the ride was quite smooth and short and then they drop me off.
I am really happy about what happens next. At the bus station they have this small chai shop, they are very common in India. Who would not love them? Of course the chai shop owner is their friend and they start to talk in hindi about my situation and how to help me.
They offer me to take a seat in the chai shop and wait and then they bring me a really nice sweet cup of chai. So I sit there and meditate on patience and to stay calm and to deal with the hunger.
There are some pictures on the wall about hindu deities and the shop owner comes to me when he sees that I look at the pictures and he starts to really nicely and openly explain about what is there and who are the beings on the pictures.
Then later the same guy (I could almost call him a friend now!) gives me a small pie for eating. This I really loved!
He even offers me that he can buy me a ticket back to Estonia but obv that's not where I wished to go yet (I had just arrived to India 4 or 5 days ago). Also I don't think he knew how much it would cost.
But yea then they talk with other guys and figure out pretty soon that they can simpkly get me a bus ticket to Pushkar. I had to wait for few hours, yes, but given the circumstances, it was a pretty fckn awesome offer for a young wandering traveller.
They are really helpful and when the bus comes they help me to get in and I remember one guy with a really compassionate face running to the door and handing me a bottle of pure and fresh water just before the bus is about to take off.
So to Pushkar we go! Through the desert night and strangers all around talking in hindi and sleeping under their blankets, I sit next to the door and the cold wind is constantly blowing to my feet. I only had really thin brown Rajastani trousers on on my feet, so I was rather cool. It can get a really fckn cold in the winter at the desert!
The ride goes on and I only wish that it would end sooner because I am so cold. But no, we make a circle at Ajmer and all kind of small stops that I don't care about, until we finally get to Pushkar.
I jump off at a random stop in the middle of a street and it is night and it is dark and cold. There's a tourist couple coming off at the same stop, a really nice boy and a girl.
I even have some rupis that the bus station people gave me, so I buy myself a chai from the same chai stall that the tourist couple did and I start to talk to them.
I feel really lonely and bored, so I ask the couple nicely after some small introduction: "Can I join you?"
I really like this interpretation!! :)))
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ludwig_van_Beethoven
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Py_jRvkP7ho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tO1zklA0CLo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I
Teal Swan - Energy Vampires
I will go on with telling the Indian story. Last paragraph I wrote here, in Tartu open library at September 21 and it was like this:
"Luckily enough I had heard one of the kite-flyers utter the word "Pushkar", because he thought that I was a pilgrim or something. So I tell these people in the car that I want to go to Pushkar."
So they take me to the bus station of Jaipur with their white car. It is quite near and the ride was quite smooth and short and then they drop me off.
I am really happy about what happens next. At the bus station they have this small chai shop, they are very common in India. Who would not love them? Of course the chai shop owner is their friend and they start to talk in hindi about my situation and how to help me.
They offer me to take a seat in the chai shop and wait and then they bring me a really nice sweet cup of chai. So I sit there and meditate on patience and to stay calm and to deal with the hunger.
There are some pictures on the wall about hindu deities and the shop owner comes to me when he sees that I look at the pictures and he starts to really nicely and openly explain about what is there and who are the beings on the pictures.
Then later the same guy (I could almost call him a friend now!) gives me a small pie for eating. This I really loved!
He even offers me that he can buy me a ticket back to Estonia but obv that's not where I wished to go yet (I had just arrived to India 4 or 5 days ago). Also I don't think he knew how much it would cost.
But yea then they talk with other guys and figure out pretty soon that they can simpkly get me a bus ticket to Pushkar. I had to wait for few hours, yes, but given the circumstances, it was a pretty fckn awesome offer for a young wandering traveller.
They are really helpful and when the bus comes they help me to get in and I remember one guy with a really compassionate face running to the door and handing me a bottle of pure and fresh water just before the bus is about to take off.
So to Pushkar we go! Through the desert night and strangers all around talking in hindi and sleeping under their blankets, I sit next to the door and the cold wind is constantly blowing to my feet. I only had really thin brown Rajastani trousers on on my feet, so I was rather cool. It can get a really fckn cold in the winter at the desert!
The ride goes on and I only wish that it would end sooner because I am so cold. But no, we make a circle at Ajmer and all kind of small stops that I don't care about, until we finally get to Pushkar.
I jump off at a random stop in the middle of a street and it is night and it is dark and cold. There's a tourist couple coming off at the same stop, a really nice boy and a girl.
I even have some rupis that the bus station people gave me, so I buy myself a chai from the same chai stall that the tourist couple did and I start to talk to them.
I feel really lonely and bored, so I ask the couple nicely after some small introduction: "Can I join you?"
Then the girl gets a bit frightened and shouts it in my face: "No!"
Well, then they disappear somewhere and I wander on. I go according to my feeling and then I suddenly discover that my higher self has dropped me off and now I need to figure it out on my own.
So I walk on and then the small roads and streets of Pushkar that I love so much lead me to the lake.
At the lake I turn left according to my feelings and then I go to the Moon Lake guesthouse. I really liked the sign of theirs and the overall feeling. Now when I write this I can still feel a sudden burst of tender love that the place was silently emitting.
It was truly a magical moment, it was almost a full moon above the lake and all the night sounds of Pushkar and I felt such a mysterious sense of awe, as if I was walking in the middle of an ancient traveller story or a fairy tale.
I go in through the gate and then they have this old couch there outside of the guesthouse and a blanket next to it. Well, as I am completely tired, I thankfully take the option. I lie down on the couch, cover myself with the blanket and fall asleep.
:)
Angel Academy 6 - The Poet of Awakening
Next morning when I wake up there's this beautiful woman standing next to my bed and she asks me: "Who are you and what are u doing here?"
I continue to pretend that I am very sleepy so that I do not upset her for deliberately occupying her bed. I am almost blushing and I am a bit afraid and I start to explain, giving a very chaotic description to her about how I got there and that I actually do need her help to continue.
She smiles almost as a mother herself to me and says that it is ok and that I can simply start to work for their hotel and that they will give me food and a nice hotel room to stay at. She also says that I am not the first person who has come to their lovely place without money or home.
Well, then they disappear somewhere and I wander on. I go according to my feeling and then I suddenly discover that my higher self has dropped me off and now I need to figure it out on my own.
So I walk on and then the small roads and streets of Pushkar that I love so much lead me to the lake.
At the lake I turn left according to my feelings and then I go to the Moon Lake guesthouse. I really liked the sign of theirs and the overall feeling. Now when I write this I can still feel a sudden burst of tender love that the place was silently emitting.
It was truly a magical moment, it was almost a full moon above the lake and all the night sounds of Pushkar and I felt such a mysterious sense of awe, as if I was walking in the middle of an ancient traveller story or a fairy tale.
I go in through the gate and then they have this old couch there outside of the guesthouse and a blanket next to it. Well, as I am completely tired, I thankfully take the option. I lie down on the couch, cover myself with the blanket and fall asleep.
:)
Angel Academy 6 - The Poet of Awakening
Next morning when I wake up there's this beautiful woman standing next to my bed and she asks me: "Who are you and what are u doing here?"
I continue to pretend that I am very sleepy so that I do not upset her for deliberately occupying her bed. I am almost blushing and I am a bit afraid and I start to explain, giving a very chaotic description to her about how I got there and that I actually do need her help to continue.
She smiles almost as a mother herself to me and says that it is ok and that I can simply start to work for their hotel and that they will give me food and a nice hotel room to stay at. She also says that I am not the first person who has come to their lovely place without money or home.
So I
start to work for their hotel and my first task is of course to bring
in a lot of tourists. I have no idea how to do this but I am really
hungry so I am basically ready for anything.
I just did some astral healing with other people while sleeping, creating a wall of people at the main street in Tartu and exchanging information.
Also yesterday when I fell asleep I went around the house astrally, communicating with people at the neighbor's house and doing some subconscious healing about the daughter-father relationship, that is, I listened to the collective daughter complaining about how she has to take care of an incapable father.
I have noticed that when I do astral travels while sleeping, it just happens very naturally and normally; and I usually just wander around very near and heal my own childhood subconscious areas etc.
My main priorities right now are to somehow clean my own room and make it beautiful and also to get some peace and rest. Survival I think I can manage, I don't feel very safe about it, but I trust and honestly, I have been thru much much worse so right now it is more like a peaceful sleep in a comfortable bed, compared to August or mid-September for example.
In numerology, this year is my first personal year in a 9-year cycle, so this can also explain quite a bit about my individual wanderings.
I will do some numerology about myself and show you how I approach this.
TAAVI TIMM
21149 2944
I just did some astral healing with other people while sleeping, creating a wall of people at the main street in Tartu and exchanging information.
Also yesterday when I fell asleep I went around the house astrally, communicating with people at the neighbor's house and doing some subconscious healing about the daughter-father relationship, that is, I listened to the collective daughter complaining about how she has to take care of an incapable father.
I have noticed that when I do astral travels while sleeping, it just happens very naturally and normally; and I usually just wander around very near and heal my own childhood subconscious areas etc.
My main priorities right now are to somehow clean my own room and make it beautiful and also to get some peace and rest. Survival I think I can manage, I don't feel very safe about it, but I trust and honestly, I have been thru much much worse so right now it is more like a peaceful sleep in a comfortable bed, compared to August or mid-September for example.
In numerology, this year is my first personal year in a 9-year cycle, so this can also explain quite a bit about my individual wanderings.
I will do some numerology about myself and show you how I approach this.
TAAVI TIMM
21149 2944
Integrated Self = 36 = 9
Soul (vocals) = 20 = 2
Personality (consonants) = 16 = 7
Integrated Self 9 means that I tend to always think very globally and that my overall task is basically to wander between the endings of this world and the beginnings of the next one, somehow uniting them and making the transaction as smooth as possible.
Soul 2 means that I am very passionate and dynamic and that the right partner is very important in my life.
Personality 7 means that I have a rather scientific and curious mindset, also I tend to be rather cunning and smart and develop myself in that direction. 7's can dive really deep into any subject that interests them intellectually, but they can also get too much into this "on my own"-mindset if they're not careful. I have been "on my own" since childhood a lot, always studying such arts as poker or piano, both developing the individual character and I have really enjoyed it!
My birthday is 22/07/1991 and so my Life Path is 31 or 4, this means that in this life I am basically looking for stability and work, this is my challenge in this life. 22/07/2015 gives 19 or 1, so it is my first personal year this year. It goes around in 9-year cycles according to numerology, and 1 means a new beginning and discovering who I am as an individual. I have indeed been doing this most passionately this year, after the last year's wonderful finale'.
I have a story to tell that is very important to me. It happened in Latvia in August, when I was making my way from Lithuania to Estonia. In Latvia, when coming from the south, before Salacgriva is Svetciems. I spent a night there and then in the morning I took a sudden turn to the east, starting to walk towards Pale.
I walked the whole way, and last kilometers before the small road was about to merge with the bigger one, I started to sing, but it was something so powerful that I had never experienced before.
Soul (vocals) = 20 = 2
Personality (consonants) = 16 = 7
Integrated Self 9 means that I tend to always think very globally and that my overall task is basically to wander between the endings of this world and the beginnings of the next one, somehow uniting them and making the transaction as smooth as possible.
Soul 2 means that I am very passionate and dynamic and that the right partner is very important in my life.
Personality 7 means that I have a rather scientific and curious mindset, also I tend to be rather cunning and smart and develop myself in that direction. 7's can dive really deep into any subject that interests them intellectually, but they can also get too much into this "on my own"-mindset if they're not careful. I have been "on my own" since childhood a lot, always studying such arts as poker or piano, both developing the individual character and I have really enjoyed it!
My birthday is 22/07/1991 and so my Life Path is 31 or 4, this means that in this life I am basically looking for stability and work, this is my challenge in this life. 22/07/2015 gives 19 or 1, so it is my first personal year this year. It goes around in 9-year cycles according to numerology, and 1 means a new beginning and discovering who I am as an individual. I have indeed been doing this most passionately this year, after the last year's wonderful finale'.
I have a story to tell that is very important to me. It happened in Latvia in August, when I was making my way from Lithuania to Estonia. In Latvia, when coming from the south, before Salacgriva is Svetciems. I spent a night there and then in the morning I took a sudden turn to the east, starting to walk towards Pale.
I walked the whole way, and last kilometers before the small road was about to merge with the bigger one, I started to sing, but it was something so powerful that I had never experienced before.
Can you imagine that you're singing all of the songs you heard at the
Rainbow gathering at once, you feel the distant callings of the
starlights and the loved ones, at the same time Beethoven's Ninth is
playing through you, but no, you are the song, but at the same time
there is so much power and such an universal peace, this inner absolute
calmness, yet yearning desperately and joyfully for the unification, but
the unification has already happened, you know it with absolute
certainty.
it is very hard to describe, but as I was singing it was like all of the starlight came through me, but it was my own song that I was just constantly improvising as a child as I kept walking on.
So when I got to the big road, few kilometers before Pale at the crossing point, I first sleep a bit at the old bus stop and then I wonder on, really desperate and hungry.
I walk on, barefoot on the big road to the south, very tired, and suddenly there was this small passage leading to the right, into an ancient abandoned garden with very old trees.
I pick some apples and then there's this like Jesus cradle at the side building of an old manor house, with an artificial rose flower that somebody had put there in a really lovely way. It felt exactly as if it was the place where the real Jesus would have been born on the hay.
I start to feel really good about the place and I wander on. Now there's this old abandoned house, a big wooden house with two floors. On the top floor the window is welcomingly open.
But I go through the back door and I see that somebody has arranged some coats really nicely there, a female hand perhaps that has put some old messy stuff a little bit into order.
it is very hard to describe, but as I was singing it was like all of the starlight came through me, but it was my own song that I was just constantly improvising as a child as I kept walking on.
So when I got to the big road, few kilometers before Pale at the crossing point, I first sleep a bit at the old bus stop and then I wonder on, really desperate and hungry.
I walk on, barefoot on the big road to the south, very tired, and suddenly there was this small passage leading to the right, into an ancient abandoned garden with very old trees.
I pick some apples and then there's this like Jesus cradle at the side building of an old manor house, with an artificial rose flower that somebody had put there in a really lovely way. It felt exactly as if it was the place where the real Jesus would have been born on the hay.
I start to feel really good about the place and I wander on. Now there's this old abandoned house, a big wooden house with two floors. On the top floor the window is welcomingly open.
But I go through the back door and I see that somebody has arranged some coats really nicely there, a female hand perhaps that has put some old messy stuff a little bit into order.
I go on
inside and soon there is this small red hoodie hanging. It instantly
reminded me the Estonian HQ story and how I was calling back the
red-black storm by reconnecting with Milarepa, and it also told me that
me as a Rainbow warrior was actually doing a similar job. I felt really
happy seeing that small red hoodie hanging there, I think "Rainbow"
written at the back.
So I go upstairs and I really like the place but I feel that it has been facing a serious psychic or a magical attack and that's why it is in such a mess and that's why it is abandoned by the family who used to live there.
I start to do some research and more and more I get the confirmations that the woman who lived there with her children (two daughters by the shoes I think? not sure) was forced to leave because of a sudden magical attack, a storm or something.
I go to the sleeping room of theirs and there's a lot of clothes all over and the chimney has fallebn.
I suddenly feel very confidently that I am right at home and that I have found exactly the right work for me. I knew exactly with such precision, that I wanted to start restoring and healing these ancient damaged houses, and create a homely network out of them all over Earth, where the travellers would feel welcome and at home.
I actually decided to stay in that house and start living there. So far I had basically been running for my life through the forests, not getting a single peaceful moment for a very long time.
So I spend a night there, already planning to actually settle down for at least a month and start restoring it on my own and later, who knows when, others might join.
It was like a Beethoven's dream put into physicality, to create a homely environment for everybody, but again, given the circumstances, I had to start on my own.
But at the night something happens. I have this dream where I am visited by a woman who is sitting cross-legged with an orange hoodie on or something. She tells me the story about how she had to escape that house because there were lot of males coming to her place and starting to fight with each other. In that dream I also fight with those male forces, trying to calm them down, while at the same time apologizing to the female, who is sitting a bit higher than us, unable to come down because of the fight.
So I go upstairs and I really like the place but I feel that it has been facing a serious psychic or a magical attack and that's why it is in such a mess and that's why it is abandoned by the family who used to live there.
I start to do some research and more and more I get the confirmations that the woman who lived there with her children (two daughters by the shoes I think? not sure) was forced to leave because of a sudden magical attack, a storm or something.
I go to the sleeping room of theirs and there's a lot of clothes all over and the chimney has fallebn.
I suddenly feel very confidently that I am right at home and that I have found exactly the right work for me. I knew exactly with such precision, that I wanted to start restoring and healing these ancient damaged houses, and create a homely network out of them all over Earth, where the travellers would feel welcome and at home.
I actually decided to stay in that house and start living there. So far I had basically been running for my life through the forests, not getting a single peaceful moment for a very long time.
So I spend a night there, already planning to actually settle down for at least a month and start restoring it on my own and later, who knows when, others might join.
It was like a Beethoven's dream put into physicality, to create a homely environment for everybody, but again, given the circumstances, I had to start on my own.
But at the night something happens. I have this dream where I am visited by a woman who is sitting cross-legged with an orange hoodie on or something. She tells me the story about how she had to escape that house because there were lot of males coming to her place and starting to fight with each other. In that dream I also fight with those male forces, trying to calm them down, while at the same time apologizing to the female, who is sitting a bit higher than us, unable to come down because of the fight.
She is ok, her mouth is a little bit hurt as if she was punched once
but not too hard and just by accident maybe, and she is crying, seeing
me coming down there fighting with these guys to help her.
At first sight I thought she was my wife, but it actually seemed to be a much more ancient version of her, like a wise female, the real female wisdom, who is capable for healthy and natural witchcraft. She had an orange hoodie on or something.
So in the morning when I wake up I know that my dream has been created and that I can leave, no need to stay there in Latvia, Tartu is waiting.
i leave my set of Anastasia-books on the shelf, and arrange and heal the messy stuff a little bit and then i continue my journey towards Tartu.
I was just walking at the mall (Kaubamaja) and I did not feel good inside. My question is:
What is the point of creating a building, that you don't feel good inside?
September 25 at 6:54pm
It is almost a koan, like this one, one of my favourites:
43. Shuzan's Short Staff
Shuzan held out his short staff and said: "If you call this a short staff, you oppose its reality. If you do not call it a short staff, you ignore the fact. Now what do you wish to call this?"
Mumon's comment: If you call this a short staff, you oppose its reality. If you do not call it a short staff, you ignore the fact. It cannot be expressed with words and it cannot be expressed without words. Now say quickly what it is.
Holding out the short staff,
He gave an order of life or death.
Positive and negative interwoven,
Even Buddhas and patriarchs cannot escape this attack.
So back to the Indian story. Last paragraph was written at September 23 and it was like this:
"So I start to work for their hotel and my first task is of course to bring in a lot of tourists. I have no idea how to do this but I am really hungry so I am basically ready for anything."
The very same morning, I am still hungry, she asks me to wait for the guy who can show me the tourist-bringing job. I wait and soon we start to go together with that guy towards the bus station of Pushkar.
So we walk from the lake and we turn towards the bus station on the main street and we can only walk like a 100 meters when one guy with a big backpack walks our way. Well he definitely looked like a tourist by anyone's standards, so I start doing my job and approach him and try to talk to him a little bit.
lapsepõlv, 2008
perega matkal, omal ajal standard
Some of my most favourite moments with my father are the scientific research journeys!! :))) 1998
Also with my sisters :))) 1998
This is me with my mother in 1999. We seem to handle the situationoso pretty well or what :D
At first sight I thought she was my wife, but it actually seemed to be a much more ancient version of her, like a wise female, the real female wisdom, who is capable for healthy and natural witchcraft. She had an orange hoodie on or something.
So in the morning when I wake up I know that my dream has been created and that I can leave, no need to stay there in Latvia, Tartu is waiting.
i leave my set of Anastasia-books on the shelf, and arrange and heal the messy stuff a little bit and then i continue my journey towards Tartu.
I was just walking at the mall (Kaubamaja) and I did not feel good inside. My question is:
What is the point of creating a building, that you don't feel good inside?
September 25 at 6:54pm
It is almost a koan, like this one, one of my favourites:
43. Shuzan's Short Staff
Shuzan held out his short staff and said: "If you call this a short staff, you oppose its reality. If you do not call it a short staff, you ignore the fact. Now what do you wish to call this?"
Mumon's comment: If you call this a short staff, you oppose its reality. If you do not call it a short staff, you ignore the fact. It cannot be expressed with words and it cannot be expressed without words. Now say quickly what it is.
Holding out the short staff,
He gave an order of life or death.
Positive and negative interwoven,
Even Buddhas and patriarchs cannot escape this attack.
So back to the Indian story. Last paragraph was written at September 23 and it was like this:
"So I start to work for their hotel and my first task is of course to bring in a lot of tourists. I have no idea how to do this but I am really hungry so I am basically ready for anything."
The very same morning, I am still hungry, she asks me to wait for the guy who can show me the tourist-bringing job. I wait and soon we start to go together with that guy towards the bus station of Pushkar.
So we walk from the lake and we turn towards the bus station on the main street and we can only walk like a 100 meters when one guy with a big backpack walks our way. Well he definitely looked like a tourist by anyone's standards, so I start doing my job and approach him and try to talk to him a little bit.
Well, it turned out that he was heading for the Moon Lake guesthouse
anyway (where I now worked). So I walk together with him back to the
guesthouse and this is how I bring my first tourist. Great success! The
woman who ran the Moon Lake guesthouse is very happy and a bit surprised
about my fast and effective job.
So I go on together with the tourist-bringing-guy to the bus station for the next mission.
So I go on together with the tourist-bringing-guy to the bus station for the next mission.
lapsepõlv, 2008
perega matkal, omal ajal standard
Some of my most favourite moments with my father are the scientific research journeys!! :))) 1998
Also with my sisters :))) 1998
This is me with my mother in 1999. We seem to handle the situationoso pretty well or what :D
I do begin to discover the beauty of teamwork. With family, 2009
Practicing with my brother. It's like a competition: who can stay and stand longer on the gate?? We both fell down quite fast :D
2008
I got some feedback that there are a lot of hungry and homeless persons on this planet and they do not feel good about it. I am really interested, what are our priorities? Are we just sitting around here in the western world and worrying about if our car got scratched or are we gonna offer a hungry person the food and home that he or she needs?
I think it is very important to stop acting in this ridiculous way, pretending that nothing has happened or that everything's alright while it is not. Facing the truth and starting to make real actions perhaps?? I am just one person but it does hurt me a lot if I hear the stories such as: oh look there's like few million people still starving but oh well let's just play golf and feel happy that we survived. Wtf??
I just came home and discovered that my father has published a whole big book, 400+ pages. The book is called "Identification guide to freshwater macroinvertebrates of Estonia" and it is truly a great work, which has reached some really interesting directions that I haven't so far been capable of studying too much. He is really doing compassionata to the fullest, much respect and again I see that I have so much to learn!
it's peaceful now
Kirjutan seda India-lugu edasi, viimane lõik oli 25. septembril ja kõlas nii:
" So I go on together with the tourist-bringing-guy to the bus station for the next mission."
Nüüd aga jätkan eesti keeles.
Sissejuhatus.
Jalutasimegi koos bussipeatusesse, läbi lärmakate ja tolmuste, ent ometi mõnusate Pushkari tänavate. Hindudele omase rahulikkusega liikus mu teejuht häirimatult siia-sinna tuuritavate mootorrataste, motorollerite ja autode vahelt läbi, jättes tähelepanuta teeäärtes palava päikese käes peesitavad lehmad.
Oli hommik ja kuigi ma polnud saanud kuigi pikalt magada, tundsin ma ometi oma liikmetes salapärast rahu, tulvil ootusärevust ja siirust, silmistsäravat rõõmu, valmis vastu astuma ükskõik millele, kui see vaid lõbus on.
Practicing with my brother. It's like a competition: who can stay and stand longer on the gate?? We both fell down quite fast :D
2008
I got some feedback that there are a lot of hungry and homeless persons on this planet and they do not feel good about it. I am really interested, what are our priorities? Are we just sitting around here in the western world and worrying about if our car got scratched or are we gonna offer a hungry person the food and home that he or she needs?
I think it is very important to stop acting in this ridiculous way, pretending that nothing has happened or that everything's alright while it is not. Facing the truth and starting to make real actions perhaps?? I am just one person but it does hurt me a lot if I hear the stories such as: oh look there's like few million people still starving but oh well let's just play golf and feel happy that we survived. Wtf??
I just came home and discovered that my father has published a whole big book, 400+ pages. The book is called "Identification guide to freshwater macroinvertebrates of Estonia" and it is truly a great work, which has reached some really interesting directions that I haven't so far been capable of studying too much. He is really doing compassionata to the fullest, much respect and again I see that I have so much to learn!
it's peaceful now
Kirjutan seda India-lugu edasi, viimane lõik oli 25. septembril ja kõlas nii:
" So I go on together with the tourist-bringing-guy to the bus station for the next mission."
Nüüd aga jätkan eesti keeles.
Sissejuhatus.
Jalutasimegi koos bussipeatusesse, läbi lärmakate ja tolmuste, ent ometi mõnusate Pushkari tänavate. Hindudele omase rahulikkusega liikus mu teejuht häirimatult siia-sinna tuuritavate mootorrataste, motorollerite ja autode vahelt läbi, jättes tähelepanuta teeäärtes palava päikese käes peesitavad lehmad.
Oli hommik ja kuigi ma polnud saanud kuigi pikalt magada, tundsin ma ometi oma liikmetes salapärast rahu, tulvil ootusärevust ja siirust, silmistsäravat rõõmu, valmis vastu astuma ükskõik millele, kui see vaid lõbus on.
Öine jahedus hakkas järele andma ja läinud ööl korda saadetud pöörased
tembud andsid teed uue päeva seiklusrikkale ja paljutõotavale algusele.
"Taavi, tule!" - Turistide püüdmisega oli see jama, et sama töö peal ja iga bussi varitsemas oli juba niigi paarkümmend hindut, kes olid kõik kas juba niigi omavahel sõbrad, või sujuvalt ära jaotatud kohalikesse armsatesse maffiasüsteemidesse.
See oli neile nagu sport või hobi, ja pealtnäha lootusetu, oli selles mängus siiski oma kindel kohalik reeglistik, ja nagu ma hiljem veenduda võisin, eristusid ka siin selgelt tegijad ja niisama-kobakäpad või tavalised päevavargad, kuidas soovite.
"Taavi, tule!" - Turistide püüdmisega oli see jama, et sama töö peal ja iga bussi varitsemas oli juba niigi paarkümmend hindut, kes olid kõik kas juba niigi omavahel sõbrad, või sujuvalt ära jaotatud kohalikesse armsatesse maffiasüsteemidesse.
See oli neile nagu sport või hobi, ja pealtnäha lootusetu, oli selles mängus siiski oma kindel kohalik reeglistik, ja nagu ma hiljem veenduda võisin, eristusid ka siin selgelt tegijad ja niisama-kobakäpad või tavalised päevavargad, kuidas soovite.
Kogu hindude lärmakuse juures on hästi tore see, et nad pakuvad sulle
ja kõigile teistele pidevalt teed. Must tee segatud piima ja suhkruga,
väikestes plasttopsides otse tänava serval, ja topsid visatakse pärast
joomist otse loomulikult üle õla või lastakse lihtsalt käest kukkuda.
Nad on hästi tore ja mõnus rahvas, ning oma siira uudishimu, lahkuse ja südantsoendava vestlusvalmidusega pesid nad mult kiiresti Viini metroos külma ükskõiksuse saatel tekkinud ränduri üksilduse.
Pealetükkivus näis nede jaoks iseenesestmõistetav, lääne häbitunde asemel pigem kergesti haavatav uhkus või pidev kiitlemisvajadus. Mis mulle üha rohkem meeldima hakkas, oli see, et nad olid mingil arusaamatul hindulikul kombel suutnud ühendada töökuse ja laiskuse. See tähendab, et nad pmst kõik töötasid kogu aeg, aga olid seejuures alati mõnusalt laisad ja rõõmsad, lõdvestunud ja õnnelikud.
See ülim leplikkus oma saatusega viskas mul küll hiljem üle, aga esialgu, õpipoisi rollis, ma pigem vaatasin ja õppisin nende nipid kätte; võib-olla alateadlikult ka selleks, et hiljem läänes sarnase praktikaga hiilata.
https://vimeo.com/141151720
The night before the passport. A short story by T. Timm
The inner passion and friction of mine has grown into such high degrees that I can hardly contain it. The outflaw of this kind of creative energy has been limited so far and now I feel as if I am about to step through a narrow pathway again, fearlessly into the known this time maybe? - , yet my heart is beating rapidly and my spirit is more restless than it ever was as I am describing this inner adventure of mine.
A hero's journey, but the most ordinary one. It is not the first time that I am standing on this gateway; waiting in anxiety for the unexpected and well-known roads that are about to unfold.
Nad on hästi tore ja mõnus rahvas, ning oma siira uudishimu, lahkuse ja südantsoendava vestlusvalmidusega pesid nad mult kiiresti Viini metroos külma ükskõiksuse saatel tekkinud ränduri üksilduse.
Pealetükkivus näis nede jaoks iseenesestmõistetav, lääne häbitunde asemel pigem kergesti haavatav uhkus või pidev kiitlemisvajadus. Mis mulle üha rohkem meeldima hakkas, oli see, et nad olid mingil arusaamatul hindulikul kombel suutnud ühendada töökuse ja laiskuse. See tähendab, et nad pmst kõik töötasid kogu aeg, aga olid seejuures alati mõnusalt laisad ja rõõmsad, lõdvestunud ja õnnelikud.
See ülim leplikkus oma saatusega viskas mul küll hiljem üle, aga esialgu, õpipoisi rollis, ma pigem vaatasin ja õppisin nende nipid kätte; võib-olla alateadlikult ka selleks, et hiljem läänes sarnase praktikaga hiilata.
https://vimeo.com/141151720
The night before the passport. A short story by T. Timm
The inner passion and friction of mine has grown into such high degrees that I can hardly contain it. The outflaw of this kind of creative energy has been limited so far and now I feel as if I am about to step through a narrow pathway again, fearlessly into the known this time maybe? - , yet my heart is beating rapidly and my spirit is more restless than it ever was as I am describing this inner adventure of mine.
A hero's journey, but the most ordinary one. It is not the first time that I am standing on this gateway; waiting in anxiety for the unexpected and well-known roads that are about to unfold.
I
cannot get any rest, no peace, not until I am together ... again, safely
arrived home; I do not want to be departed, can you do me this one
favor, just one – do not let me go.
So why still this distrust, is this perhaps the last anxiety fading? ... I cannot stand it, I cannot behold, I cannot look, I am fulfilled with trembling, but it is not fear, more like a state of restlessness, can we be together, can we stay together? ...
In the midst of all this chaos there is still something to rely on, perhaps to hold onto, yes, to hold onto really strong, - and that is our
Actually, I do know one place where I am safe, sound and protected, and that is in the midst of this
I have nowhere to go, I do not have anywhere to escape, but here, there, in the midst of all this chaos, there is one safe place and that is our
The human heart is restless, I feel the chaos, I do feel the passion and the panic, father, mother, what to do? - how to be, how to feel, how to behave, how to act as a child?
These people, they say they accept me, they assure me that it is alright , but at the same time I feel so cold and bad and lonely around them - ...
Just another walk in the park, down the dark alleyway, hopelessness and lonelidom, down here we go once again.
I know these paths oh too well, there is nothing new in here, nothing to be discovered or relived anymore.
I hear you waiting with the same kind of anxiety, the same kind of mental tension, grabbing and holding onto these papers that have scratched the hell out of your skin; I do not want it – yet when you offer it, I yearn it, I sometimes wonder why is it so.
The frictions and collisions of this world do not hold me back, but they do pierce me into self-control and discomfiture. And for some reason, I am capable of enjoying it.
Why does it have to be such a hard path, why us, why we, why why why, sitting on the rooftops of Jodhpur and laughing at all these mists and the golden-green parrots are flying above us right into the sunset.
I cannot stand it any longer, where are you?? - in the midst of all this, I must cling to something, I must hold on strong, so there is no other way but to love you.
I cannot contain it and I do not want to go back on my own or alone, so
A short story number 2.
Well, sirs, ladies and gentlemen, maybe it is indeed better to use Facebook and get it all presented out nicely; otherwise we could remain in the cave forever, making dots on sheets of paper.
Not that I would dislike secrets, I love them!, it is more that I enjoy the game too much; and no matter in which direction you wish to proceed, I do feel capable of adjusting and following you up.
So why still this distrust, is this perhaps the last anxiety fading? ... I cannot stand it, I cannot behold, I cannot look, I am fulfilled with trembling, but it is not fear, more like a state of restlessness, can we be together, can we stay together? ...
In the midst of all this chaos there is still something to rely on, perhaps to hold onto, yes, to hold onto really strong, - and that is our
Actually, I do know one place where I am safe, sound and protected, and that is in the midst of this
I have nowhere to go, I do not have anywhere to escape, but here, there, in the midst of all this chaos, there is one safe place and that is our
The human heart is restless, I feel the chaos, I do feel the passion and the panic, father, mother, what to do? - how to be, how to feel, how to behave, how to act as a child?
These people, they say they accept me, they assure me that it is alright , but at the same time I feel so cold and bad and lonely around them - ...
Just another walk in the park, down the dark alleyway, hopelessness and lonelidom, down here we go once again.
I know these paths oh too well, there is nothing new in here, nothing to be discovered or relived anymore.
I hear you waiting with the same kind of anxiety, the same kind of mental tension, grabbing and holding onto these papers that have scratched the hell out of your skin; I do not want it – yet when you offer it, I yearn it, I sometimes wonder why is it so.
The frictions and collisions of this world do not hold me back, but they do pierce me into self-control and discomfiture. And for some reason, I am capable of enjoying it.
Why does it have to be such a hard path, why us, why we, why why why, sitting on the rooftops of Jodhpur and laughing at all these mists and the golden-green parrots are flying above us right into the sunset.
I cannot stand it any longer, where are you?? - in the midst of all this, I must cling to something, I must hold on strong, so there is no other way but to love you.
I cannot contain it and I do not want to go back on my own or alone, so
A short story number 2.
Well, sirs, ladies and gentlemen, maybe it is indeed better to use Facebook and get it all presented out nicely; otherwise we could remain in the cave forever, making dots on sheets of paper.
Not that I would dislike secrets, I love them!, it is more that I enjoy the game too much; and no matter in which direction you wish to proceed, I do feel capable of adjusting and following you up.
I am currently going through a period of self-reflection, but it does
not mean sitting in the solitude only, however, this lack of human
contact is mostly my own fault and is the consequence of my lovely
self-experiments in the past (yogi, traveller etc).
I am gathering the works and I am exchanging energies and I am getting myself properly stabilized in this hellhole. It is not the easiest task, but for sure it is the most rewarding one, by far the most rewarding one so far.
Phantom lover syndrome is nice, but when you start comparing it with a physical touch, then the experience is a little bit different. It does add an extra flavour when you know a little bit of the background, however, who cares, and then you just get into it.
So, where was I? Ah, right in the middle of releasing the intel towards the neighbouring galaxies. But I got stopped a little bit while doing so, too much shame maybe in the central populationioso, but they will get over it.
I truly love where all of this is leading, and I can already see the sonatas and scherzos becoming handy in advance. The music school was way too tough this time, but I will keep on practicing and who knows where it will lead. O Trisanku! Ascend!
Viswaamitra is Vaali is taavi1337 and Avataren is Raama in a poker blog. Little John and Robin Hood are also Milarepa and Marpa and I suspect that there is much more to this story, some parts I know and some I don't and most of it is highly sensitive.
I am gathering the works and I am exchanging energies and I am getting myself properly stabilized in this hellhole. It is not the easiest task, but for sure it is the most rewarding one, by far the most rewarding one so far.
Phantom lover syndrome is nice, but when you start comparing it with a physical touch, then the experience is a little bit different. It does add an extra flavour when you know a little bit of the background, however, who cares, and then you just get into it.
So, where was I? Ah, right in the middle of releasing the intel towards the neighbouring galaxies. But I got stopped a little bit while doing so, too much shame maybe in the central populationioso, but they will get over it.
I truly love where all of this is leading, and I can already see the sonatas and scherzos becoming handy in advance. The music school was way too tough this time, but I will keep on practicing and who knows where it will lead. O Trisanku! Ascend!
Viswaamitra is Vaali is taavi1337 and Avataren is Raama in a poker blog. Little John and Robin Hood are also Milarepa and Marpa and I suspect that there is much more to this story, some parts I know and some I don't and most of it is highly sensitive.
Zeus is also Indra and he was in a team with Siva and they have been
doing some weird stuff for quite a long time here. I also suspect that
Zeus was Lenin and I know that Siva was Jesus was Hitler was Marpa and
he also wrote the „Kalevipoeg”. They are both quite lizardish in my
opinion.
Zeus is also alive and I know him pretty well. I spent two months or something together with him, making talking circles that he loved so much.
Milarepa is Beethoven who is also Viswaamitra, Nietzsche, Zarathustra and Bodhidharma. He is also David and Dionysos and Krishna. Ok, so: Aegeus who played the piano when Atlantis fell is also Viswaamitra, Vaali, Avalokiteshvara, Krishna, Moses, Dionysos, Theseus, David, Bodhidharma, Prometheus (remember the Zeus story!! much improvement on this one!! also with Trisanku all together at Trepimäe), Zarathustra, Milarepa, Beethoven, Nietzsche, Ashtu, taavi1337, an unknown Finnish soldier, and now he was born again in 1991 in Estonia as Taavi Timm (this was still in Soviet times, now I also upgraded my ID-card this morning).
Milarepa was a preparation training for Beethoven (same embracement vs Marpa and crew), and most of Nietzsche's impact is yet to unfold, I believe.
I have also been through some zen trainings and I have entered my own monastery as a shaolin monk. I do want the sonatas and I also want to translate „Also sprach Zarathustra's” original to Estonian.
A protip to Lucifer: ashtanga yoga is very good to control the energy flows within your own body.
In the love in the light in the glory! Listen to Maria dancing in the midnight..... Casino in Drunvalo's books!!
Well, this is just the beginning. Morning stories of the Galaxy, volume II, to be continued.
(P. S. She is our child!!!!)
Allegro assai vivace, alla Marcia.
Taavi
Minna Hint shared a link to your timeline.
Zeus is also alive and I know him pretty well. I spent two months or something together with him, making talking circles that he loved so much.
Milarepa is Beethoven who is also Viswaamitra, Nietzsche, Zarathustra and Bodhidharma. He is also David and Dionysos and Krishna. Ok, so: Aegeus who played the piano when Atlantis fell is also Viswaamitra, Vaali, Avalokiteshvara, Krishna, Moses, Dionysos, Theseus, David, Bodhidharma, Prometheus (remember the Zeus story!! much improvement on this one!! also with Trisanku all together at Trepimäe), Zarathustra, Milarepa, Beethoven, Nietzsche, Ashtu, taavi1337, an unknown Finnish soldier, and now he was born again in 1991 in Estonia as Taavi Timm (this was still in Soviet times, now I also upgraded my ID-card this morning).
Milarepa was a preparation training for Beethoven (same embracement vs Marpa and crew), and most of Nietzsche's impact is yet to unfold, I believe.
I have also been through some zen trainings and I have entered my own monastery as a shaolin monk. I do want the sonatas and I also want to translate „Also sprach Zarathustra's” original to Estonian.
A protip to Lucifer: ashtanga yoga is very good to control the energy flows within your own body.
In the love in the light in the glory! Listen to Maria dancing in the midnight..... Casino in Drunvalo's books!!
Well, this is just the beginning. Morning stories of the Galaxy, volume II, to be continued.
(P. S. She is our child!!!!)
Allegro assai vivace, alla Marcia.
Taavi
Minna Hint shared a link to your timeline.
What I did in Tartu:
1) Gathering and uniting the post-Atlantis energies as much as I could
2) Reporting the more critical aspects of the situation via Facebook
1) Gathering and uniting the post-Atlantis energies as much as I could
2) Reporting the more critical aspects of the situation via Facebook
I left from Tartu to Tallinn on Monday, 5th of October. My reasons for changing the town at least for a while are:
1) I put a lot of focus and energy in Tartu during September, and I feel that it needs a little bit of allowing as well.
2) Energetic balance and emotional healing on individual level
Right now I am feeling quite safe and peaceful. Overall I feel that many people are right now very joyous inside. I feel that these people are capable of dealing with the situation and they are doing their job very well and efficiently.
What they're basically doing is that they do everything they can block the pineal access or connection to higher frequencies. Normally it would be easy to access your 9th, 10th, 11th and 12 chakras (9th is planetary chakra, 10th is solar system, 11th is galactic chakra and 12th is universal chakra - that is, getting information from other universes as well.) But they seem to use all kind of techniques to avoid people accessing the higher frequencies beyond the city noise. They also send helicopters to block it when somebody starts to make a more outstanding attempt to connect with friends or star people or astral levels. However, you can still easily access the astral levels by listening to classical music for example:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oNd38qBq7Y
The first movement is very good for a nice breakout:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGEiJ44K3Oo
Also this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMzLZsoPDU4
In the first movement it moves towards a climax and then breaks out to the astral levels.
1) I put a lot of focus and energy in Tartu during September, and I feel that it needs a little bit of allowing as well.
2) Energetic balance and emotional healing on individual level
Right now I am feeling quite safe and peaceful. Overall I feel that many people are right now very joyous inside. I feel that these people are capable of dealing with the situation and they are doing their job very well and efficiently.
What they're basically doing is that they do everything they can block the pineal access or connection to higher frequencies. Normally it would be easy to access your 9th, 10th, 11th and 12 chakras (9th is planetary chakra, 10th is solar system, 11th is galactic chakra and 12th is universal chakra - that is, getting information from other universes as well.) But they seem to use all kind of techniques to avoid people accessing the higher frequencies beyond the city noise. They also send helicopters to block it when somebody starts to make a more outstanding attempt to connect with friends or star people or astral levels. However, you can still easily access the astral levels by listening to classical music for example:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oNd38qBq7Y
The first movement is very good for a nice breakout:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGEiJ44K3Oo
Also this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMzLZsoPDU4
In the first movement it moves towards a climax and then breaks out to the astral levels.
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